Buthaenra
Disciple of Prayer
Sir... Iam Sunil aged 29. IAM writing this with sorrowful heart. Iam a follower of Jesus and have faith in Jesus. There is one big problem with my life for so far. My sexual orientation is not straight. I don't have interest in family life. But all are planning for my life in home . Me also tried to change my self. But not al all Possible. So finally I planned to live single. Last week my father passed away. After this happened my situation got worsen. All of the relatives are asking me about my marriage. Even my church pastor also told me to get married within 3 months. My brothers also planning something. But I know I don't have interest in marriage. If I get married surely one girl life will be question mark. Iam not able to express this to my family. So daily iam facing lot of pressure. IAM not able to face others. It is very clear that no one should allow me to live. So I prayed God to help me. But Iam not able to get the God's voice. I need one courageous heart to face sucide. Really iam fed up. Please pray for me and tell God's plan. Plssss... Hell me... Please.