Sir... Iam Sunil aged 29. IAM writing this with sorrowful heart. Iam a follower of Jesus and have faith in Jesus. There is one big problem with my life for so far. My sexual orientation is not straight. I don't have interest in family life. But all are planning for my life in home . Me also tried to change my self. But not al all Possible. So finally I planned to live single. Last week my father passed away. After this happened my situation got worsen. All of the relatives are asking me about my marriage. Even my church pastor also told me to get married within 3 months. My brothers also planning something. But I know I don't have interest in marriage. If I get married surely one girl life will be question mark. Iam not able to express this to my family. So daily iam facing lot of pressure. IAM not able to face others. It is very clear that no one should allow me to live. So I prayed God to help me. But Iam not able to get the God's voice. I need one courageous heart to face sucide. Really iam fed up. Please pray for me and tell God's plan. Plssss... Hell me... Please.
If you kill yourself, you are not going to see Jesus. Thou shalt not kill. You do not have a premium because you think it is your body and soul. The Lord himself touched you and created you! You belong to him. You do not get to choose. Unlike your sexual orientation which has been proven to be a choice, being gay is proven not to be genetic. To be apart is better than to sin. I will pray for you, but you need to accept responsibility and read the Bible.
KJB1611 Exodus 20:13 Thou shalt not kill.
KJB1611 Proverbs 25: There is a way that seemeth right vnto a man; but the end thereof are the wayes of death.
KJB1611 Matthew 10: And feare not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soule: but rather feare him which is able to destroy both soule and body in hell.
KJB1611 Matthew 19:
4 And hee answered, and said vnto them, Haue ye not read, that he which made them at the beginning, made them
male and female?
5 And said, For this cause shall a man leaue father and mother, and shall cleaue to his wife: and they twaine shalbe one flesh.
6 Wherefore they are no more twaine, but one flesh. What therefore God hath ioyned together, let not man put asunder
KJB 1611 Romans 1:
18 For the wrath of God is reueiled from heauen against all vngodlinesse, and vnrighteousnesse of men, who hold the trueth in vnrighteousnesse.
19 Because that which may bee knowen of God, is manifest in them, for God hath shewed it vnto them.
20 For the inuisible things of him from the Creation of the world, are clearely seene, being vnderstood by the things that are made, euen his eternall Power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse:
21 Because that when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankefull, but became vaine in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened:
22 Professing themselues to be wise, they became fooles:
23 And changed the glory of the vncorruptible God, into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birdes, and foure footed beasts, and creeping things:
24 Wherefore God also gaue them vp to vncleannesse, through the lusts of their owne hearts, to dishonour their owne bodies betweene themselues:
25 Who changed the trueth of God into a lye, and worshipped and serued the creature more then the Creatour, who is blessed for euer. Amen.
26 For this cause God gaue them vp vnto vile affections: for euen their women did change the naturall vse into that which is against nature:
27 And likewise also the men, leauing the naturall vse of the woman, burned in their lust one towards another, men with men working that which is vnseemely, and receiuing in themselues that recompense of their errour which was meet.
28 And euen as they did not like to retaine God in their knowledge, God gaue them ouer to a reprobate minde, to doe those things which are not conuenient:
29 Being filled with all vnrighteousnes, fornication, wickednesse, couetousnes, maliciousnes, full of enuie, murther, debate, deceit, malignitie, whisperers,
30 Backbiters, haters of God, despitefull, proude, boasters, inuenters of euill things, disobedient to parents;
31 Without vnderstanding, couenant breakers, without naturall affection, implacable, vnmercifull;
32 Who knowing the iudgement of God, (that they which commit such things, are worthy of death) not onely do the same, but haue pleasure in them that doe them.
