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Lord help me. I'm sick of holding on to a desire that I know I can never have. Please take it away. Waking up everyday alone lord is hard enough but it is better then being hurt all the time by someone. People are not nice to me no one is. Lord my life has Ben a waste I've lived it alone with out friends and a companion. I don't want this desire anymore. I couldn't have them when I was younger I don't want them now. I was created to be alone I was born that way. To be hated by everyone who comes a crossed to me. It hurts to say that but its true lord. No one likes me. I'm hated and your divine plan is for me to live my life alone to never experience friendship with anyone and to never have a wife. I accept that because I've never had that to begin with. I accept and receive the calling to be alone. In Jesus name amen.
