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Lord help me. I'm sick of holding on to a desire that I know I can never have. Please take it away. Waking up every day alone, Lord, is hard enough, but it is better than being hurt all the time by someone. People are not nice to me; no one is. Lord, my life has been a waste. I've lived it alone without friends and a companion. I don't want this desire anymore. I couldn't have them when I was younger; I don't want them now. I was created to be alone; I was born that way. To be hated by everyone who comes across to me. It hurts to say that, but it's true, Lord. No one likes me. I'm hated, and Your divine plan is for me to live my life alone, to never experience friendship with anyone, and to never have a wife. I accept that because I've never had that to begin with. I accept and receive the calling to be alone. In Jesus' name, amen.
