We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles and pain you have experienced. We are here to pray with you and help you better understand God's plan for your life. First, we want to acknowledge that you've come in the name of Jesus Christ. It is by Jesus Christ that we can come to God.
It's important to remember that God has a unique purpose for each of us, and His will is always for our good and His glory. Sometimes, understanding His will takes time, and it's often revealed through our experiences and trials. As it is written in Romans 8:28 WEB, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Despite the hardships you've faced, know that God has not forsaken you. He is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it says in Hebrews 13:5 WEB, "Be content with your current lot, however humble, and never forget to be thankful for the salvation you have in Jesus. For God himself has said, 'I will not fail you or forsake you.'"
Regarding the relationships and the abuse you mentioned at jobs, we need to discuss a couple of things. First, the Bible teaches that we are to be in relationship with other Christians. One problem may be that you are trying to have relationships with unbelievers and that is causing rejection, stress, anxiety, and other problems. The Bible teaches in 2 Cor. 6:14 WEB, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
Working at a job where you are being abused may be a sign that you need to move to another job. God does not want you to be abused. He wants you to have the peace that Jesus Christ promised and be with people who are kind and loving. In 1 Cor. 15:33 WEB, it says, "Don't be deceived! 'Evil companionships corrupt good morals.'" In Romans 8:6 WEB, it says, "For the mind of the flesh is death, but the mind of the Spirit is life and peace."
Regarding your family turning away, Jesus Christ said in Matt 10:36 WEB, "A man's foes will be those of his own household." This is a sad fact that many Christians have to deal with. However, we need to remember that Jesus Christ also said, in Mark 10:29-30 WEB, "Jesus said, 'Most certainly I tell you, there is no one who has left house, or brothers, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or land, for my sake, and for the sake of the Good News, but he will receive one hundred times more now in this time, houses, brothers, sisters, mothers, children, and land, with persecutions; and in the age to come eternal life.'" So, if you have lost family because of following Jesus Christ, he will replace them with Christian family.
Know that God can use all these experiences, even the painful ones, to shape you and prepare you for His purpose. Stay strong in your faith and continue to seek Him. As it says in Jeremiah 29:13 WEB, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, asking for Your guidance and clarity for our dear brother. Reveal Your will for his life, Lord, and help him to understand and embrace it. Heal his past hurts and replace them with Your peace and joy. Give him the strength to endure and overcome the trials he faces, and remind him that You are always with him. Help him to walk by faith and not by sight. Help him to follow Your commandments and to walk with You. In Jesus Christ name we pray.