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I got to know about Jesus from my wife, although I got married to her, it was never love. Because she introduced me to Jesus, I thought I wanted to get married, but I never fell in love with her; just living. And we have been married for 6 years now, and I always asked God why I didn't get a chance to love somebody and then get married. We have a kid now 2 years old. I love her very much, and she loves me also. We haven't done any sexual activities for 2 years after the baby, and the baby was also because we wanted a baby. Then suddenly, I got a chance to speak to a co-worker of mine who is an unbeliever and tell about Jesus and tell the good news. She was going through a tough time. I honestly prayed for her, and then over a period of time, I fell in love with her. I told Jesus that I want her to be my sole mate, but I can't tell her about this. I never knew how she felt about me, and then after two weeks, she said that she loves me. She is going to get married recently; the guy cheats on her and treats her very badly, and to the level of taking her life away sometimes. To me, this is the chance God gave me to help somebody and at the same time love somebody the person I was waiting for. Now we can't live without each other. I want to spend my life with her. My wife loves me, and I want her to spend my life happily because I don't love her all. I have is sympathy, and sometimes I think because God answered my prayers, and I want to tell about her to my wife, and sometimes I feel and it has been telling me that God is going to take my wife's life away, and because he doesn't want me to be alone with the baby, he brought her into my life so that I won't be lonely. We love each other so much, and it's not sexual attraction. We are attracted in all the ways; it will never die on this. I just want us to live together and have kids and be happy, and I asked Jesus to stop this, and he didn't. He always has stopped things in my life if it was not good for me. I just want a revelation from him on this, please pray and answer me, dear Jesus. I love her so much, and I can't survive without her, and she loves you and ready to come to you from her whole heart. I don't want pain for anybody, please answer. You are the only thing that I look forward to in my life, please answer in Jesus' name. Amen.
