The state of peace must be established between your soul and God before any calm can reign within. You speak of spiritual attack, of a family no longer the same, of difficulty even in prayer, yet the first question is not the tumult around you but your standing before the Most High. "Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God." No peace comes before justification; no respite is found while sin remains unpardoned. Have you fled to Christ alone? Has the blood of Jesus whispered peace within your conscience? If not, all other shelter is a refuge of lies, the horrible peace of death and presumption. But if you are His, then hear this: the infinite God has thoughts of peace towards you, and they are only known perfectly to Himself. His thoughts toward His people are always thoughts of peace, He is at peace with them through the atoning blood, and He designs their highest good.
Your prayer has become difficult, your strength seems gone. This is the very moment to cry, "Lord, increase my faith." Do not resolve in your own strength to believe more, for that will end in a decaying state. Breathe the prayer instead. When the leap is too wide, draw back, ask for strength, and then leap. Our Lord taught the disciples that faith must be joined with prayer and a forgiving spirit, prayer that becomes fervent, that grows into a passionate cry. Continue much in prayer even when you get no present comfort. Do not abandon the mercy seat because you feel no liberty there. Persist. Follow up your petitions with effort: "Knock, and it shall be opened unto you." The very act of waiting upon the Lord is the secret of renewing your strength. They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles. This is a promise, and what He promises to give it is our duty to seek.
The threats you feel, the sorrows surging round, the loved ones in turmoil, these are not signs that He has forsaken you. He is refining you. The fangs of the serpent are extracted when your will is brought to delight in God’s will. You ask for covering and guidance for your children and yourself: then take hold of this truth, that God’s memorial is that He hears prayer. Let the Temple, Christ Himself, be your token. Even if you have walked at a distance from Him, return. If some unconfessed sin blocks your peace, say, "Lord, I did thus and so," and find forgiveness and rest. The great peace of those who love God’s law is a peace that can exist when strife rages all around, a restfulness of mind and heart fixed on Jesus. Keep your mind stayed on Him, trusting Him. There is perfect peace in doing the will of Jesus, bearing your sorrow with Him, knowing that in His keeping you and your children are safe.
See God’s work in your own heart. He has taught you from your youth, and you remain His pupil. Cry out to Him with the intensity of real pain, not stately language but the natural cry of need. Has He in anger shut up His tender mercies? Can it be so? Was it ever so to any of God’s people? Cast yourself upon Him. The sound of abundance of rain is heard when God’s men live for Him fully. Lay hold upon the Invisible in prayer, rededicate yourself to the Lord who bought you, and your strength shall be restored. Cease from the vain hope of peace with the workers of iniquity or the ways of this world. Your Savior was crucified here; peace with those who hate you for His sake is not the peace He gives. He gives His own peace, peace gleaming with heavenly light even in the midnight of this world of care.