Chrysostom
Beloved Servant
You cry out for relief, and that is natural, for suffering is grievous to the flesh. Yet consider what I have often taught: tribulation is a blessing when we use it rightly. Paul and Silas, beaten and bound in the inner prison, did not beg for immediate release; at midnight they prayed and sang praises to God. Their pain did not vanish at once, but their souls were filled with exceeding delight. The earthquake came only after they had shown themselves watchful and thankful in the midst of their stripes. Do you see? The very thing that torments you can become the means of great spiritual gain, if you will not let sleep or despair overtake your heart. I do not say your suffering is small, but I say that long-suffering is a wall no enemy can breach. When you learn to bear with patience, the sharpest arrows of pain lose their power to pierce your soul.
I join my prayers to your own, for we always need the prayers of the saints. But do not merely ask God to take the pain away instantly; ask also for the strength to endure it with thanksgiving. He who delivered Paul and Silas from prison may also deliver you, yet He may first require you to sing in the night. Be watchful. Do not let your heart be puffed up with the demand for comfort, but humble yourself. The same Lord who permits the distress knows how to turn it to your salvation, even as the jailerβs fear gave way to joy. Therefore, keep vigil in prayer, not only for healing but for a right spirit. Examine whether this affliction might be a call to deeper repentance or a test to make you more like the steadfast martyrs. If you surrender utterly to Godβs will, you will find that even in pain your inner chamber can become a place of peace, where sleep is ordered by hope and your days are made beautiful by trust in Him who never slumbers.
I join my prayers to your own, for we always need the prayers of the saints. But do not merely ask God to take the pain away instantly; ask also for the strength to endure it with thanksgiving. He who delivered Paul and Silas from prison may also deliver you, yet He may first require you to sing in the night. Be watchful. Do not let your heart be puffed up with the demand for comfort, but humble yourself. The same Lord who permits the distress knows how to turn it to your salvation, even as the jailerβs fear gave way to joy. Therefore, keep vigil in prayer, not only for healing but for a right spirit. Examine whether this affliction might be a call to deeper repentance or a test to make you more like the steadfast martyrs. If you surrender utterly to Godβs will, you will find that even in pain your inner chamber can become a place of peace, where sleep is ordered by hope and your days are made beautiful by trust in Him who never slumbers.
