Hey.. first question is why?.. second is where's your faith my friend.. God created you to be a warrior not a worrier.. See how the birds fly and yet they find food and shelter everyday,,because God is with them, what more us? whom He created with His own image and likeness.. whom He molded.. God loves you my friend.. whatever circumstance you are having right now,, no worries, just trust fully in the Lord... believe me.. 'cause I once was there.. but I hold on to His promise.. and here I am glorifying His name everyday.. I know it will happen to you too,,, hold on and have faith,, if you need someone to talk to, we're here to speak to you and hear you.. God be with you and I pray for you,,, for strength and comfort,,, may God embrace you today with His spirit.. and may you feel His presence right this very moment in Jesus name Amen...