why does God love you so much that He gave His son Jesus for you. May God bless you always, but He just don't want to give you a hand & a little blessing here & there, He want you to live with Him in eternity. This was His original plan for mankind. You know there were those in Jesus time who just wanted him for just natural food, although He gave through miracle, but He wants you to be with Him in eternity. God send His son to redeem you. Here is a prayer you can say: Father, You care for me enough that is why You send Jesus to die for my sins, the perfect scarfice, I believe You love me so much You send Him, forgive me of my sins. Make me a new creature in You, today. Father give me the grace to help me keep this job. Give me favor with my boss. Give me understanding & wisdom, creative ideas like you did Joseph & others. I want to have confident in You, Lord. Thank You for keeping me all this while, even when I did not know You personally. Give me a spirit of humility in Jesus name. Help me to make Godly choices in my life. I thank You for the provision You have made for me.
Please get yourself a Bible with Old & New testament. Read the gospel of John, Act, Romans, slowly though. God bless you again, & again.