Celoimoor
Disciple of Prayer
My husband and I have been married for 32 years, since I was 19. We have 7 children together. He recently entered a full blown midlife crisis in his 50's. He started drinking again after quitting over 25 years ago due to alcoholism. The Lord had delivered him from it. He turned cold towards me, and suddenly moved out in January with no notice. I just woke up and he was gone. He signed up for multiple dating apps, began traveling an extreme amount, then filed for divorce in March. He met a woman soon after in April, and he admitted to having sex with her. He is in the process of moving in with her and tells her he loves her. My heart is shattered and I'm inconsolable with grief. He is a born again Christian and professes to being so, but is completely in the grasp of lust, drunkenness, and hedonism right now. I have prayed for forgiveness for anything I have done wrong in this matter, and I cry out to the Lord continuously to bring me to repentance for all things possible that I need repent of to be in his will. I have been faithful to my husband. I've never cheated on him in all our years of marriage. I love him desperately. Please lift my husband up in prayer for the Lord to deliver him from sin and to lead him back to righteousness and back to our home. I know with the Lord Jesus's grace that I can forgive him for adultery and betrayal. I know the Lord can restore us to wholeness. Please pray for the Lord to stop our divorce, to stop my husband's adultery and drinking. Please pray for our children and that their relationship with their father won't be permanently damaged by this. Please pray for the Lord to help me. I'm broken. I'm utterly undone. I plead for a miracle in Jesus Christ's name.