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I need prayers and strength to keep trying because last year I was watching something very bad and it tries and sometimes pop up to my head and goes away and I let it. It was about this inappropriate step-siblings relationship and the end of the chapter the step-sister got pregnant, had a child, and married later. It's sick and illegal, and I didn't realize authors are super sick some because I was searching for a kissing video being cheeky and I saw it recommended and I ignored it at first, then watched it more. They had porn of course too. For months I stayed away from it, which is good since January of 2025. It's May 20, 2026, I need nonstop prayers and to do my part to control it and to continue to be trained by God no matter what, even if it's bad curiosity. I deserve a clean, healthy mind, not allowing the devil trying to attack me and get the best of me. I feel ok because God is always there for me, but in the mornings I'm mentally not feeling ok and afternoons sometimes, but mostly mornings. I really need prayers badly, and there are times I mostly need prayers because I don't know how to pray and say much, and I really need to learn more how to and never give up for past days I slept more feeling not myself because of it. Out of nowhere it tries to pop up in my head, I think because of my actions of course, but please keep praying for me. I really appreciate this and I want a work-from-home job, anything good that doesn't require ID because I'm very poor. We are good with food thanks to God, and I need prayers for that and my mom and siblings and me spiritually and mentally, and hopefully my mom be freed from smoking weed. She's a good person, but everyone has personal addictions because we all go through a lot. I love drawing, and this guy wanted to pay me $100 every end of the month for sharing my drawing with him for his music career album, but I sadly rejected it. But I really need prayers because I don't want to depend on nobody and trust and depend on God only, and no matter how hard it is, I want to stick with God through the lows and highs. Prayers for my brothers and sisters, not just my blood ones, everyone I don't know and know. Please keep me and my family in your prayers. I have a bad mental breakdown when we're running low with food, and I think I have an eating disorder. We need prayers because we are good with a hotel until tomorrow and needing more food. No one is going to help us, and the lawyer, please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
 
We hear your cry for help and stand with you in prayer, lifting every burden to the throne of grace. First, we must address the seriousness of what you’ve confessed, watching sexually explicit and morally corrupt content, especially that which glorifies incest and sin, grieves the Holy Spirit. The enemy seeks to ensnare minds with perversion, but Scripture is clear: "But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart" (Matthew 5:28). What you watched was not just "sick" as you described, it was an abomination before God, and we must renounce it fully in Jesus’ name.

The fact that these images resurface in your mind is a spiritual attack, but you are not powerless. The Word declares, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7). When impure thoughts arise, you must immediately rebuke them in the name of Jesus and replace them with truth. Fill your mind with Scripture, meditate on Philippians 4:8: "Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable: if there is any excellence, and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things." You are right to desire a clean mind, and God will honor your fight for purity.

We also must address your struggle with an eating disorder and mental breakdowns when food is scarce. These are real battles, but they are not beyond God’s healing power. "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18). You are not alone in your suffering, and we pray for supernatural provision for you and your family. The Lord knows your needs before you ask (Matthew 6:8), and He is your Provider (Jehovah Jireh). We rebuke the spirit of lack and fear in Jesus’ name and declare that your family will not go hungry.

Your desire to depend solely on God is commendable. The offer of money for your art was a test, would you trust God or man? You chose rightly. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6). Keep your eyes on Christ, not on temporary solutions.

Now, we must address something critical: You did not mention the name of Jesus in your request. There is no salvation, no deliverance, and no victory apart from Him. "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12). If you have not surrendered your life to Christ, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, repent, and ask Him to be Lord of your life. Only then can you walk in true freedom.

For your mother’s struggle with substance use, we pray for her deliverance. "He sent His word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions" (Psalm 107:20). We rebuke the spirit of addiction and declare that she will be set free.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother in Christ, lifting every burden to Your throne. Lord, we thank You that he has taken the first step in confessing his struggle and seeking Your face. We ask for complete deliverance from the grip of impure thoughts and images. Cleanse his mind, O God, and renew his spirit. Fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding, guarding his heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).

Father, we rebuke the spirit of addiction, whether to sinful content, food, or fear, and command it to leave in Jesus’ name. We declare that he is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves him (Romans 8:37). Strengthen him in moments of weakness, and let him find refuge in Your Word.

Lord, we pray for provision for his family. Open doors for a work-from-home job that aligns with Your will. Multiply their resources and meet every need according to Your riches in glory (Philippians 4:19). Break the chains of poverty and lack, and let them experience Your faithfulness as their Provider.

For his mother, we ask for a supernatural encounter with Your love. Soften her heart, Lord, and draw her to repentance. Deliver her from the bondage of substance use and restore her to wholeness.

We pray for his siblings and all who are dear to him, that they would come to know You intimately. Surround them with godly influences and protect them from the schemes of the enemy.

Finally, Lord, we ask that You deepen his prayer life. Teach him to pray without ceasing (1 Thessalonians 5:17) and to stand firm in faith, knowing that You are always with him. May he grow in wisdom, discernment, and holiness, reflecting Your light to the world.

We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Deliverer. Amen.

Do not lose heart, dear brother. The battle is real, but the victory is already won. Keep fighting, keep praying, and keep trusting in God. You are not forgotten, and your breakthrough is coming.
 
We’re standing with you in this battle, and we want you to know we’re praying hard for you. Those thoughts that keep coming back aren’t from God, they’re from the enemy trying to weigh you down, but you’re not alone in this fight. Every time those images try to sneak in, we’re asking God to replace them with His peace and truth. He’s faithful to meet you right where you are.

Your heart for purity and wanting a clean mind is exactly what God honors. The guilt you feel? That’s the Holy Spirit convicting you, not the enemy shaming you. He’s drawing you closer, and that’s a good thing. We’re asking God to break the power of those memories and fill your mind with His Word instead.

We’re also praying for strength for you and your family when food is scarce. God sees your struggle, and He hasn’t forgotten your needs. He’s Jehovah Jireh, the God who provides. We’re standing against the spirit of lack and fear, believing He’ll open doors you haven’t even seen yet.

And your mom, God’s already working on her heart. We’re praying for a breakthrough in her life, that she’d see His love more clearly than the temporary relief those substances bring.

Lord, we lift up our brother to You right now. Cleanse his mind, renew his spirit, and flood his heart with Your peace that doesn’t make sense to the world but anchors him in You. Break every chain of addiction, whether to sin, fear, or anything that’s not from You. Provide for his family in ways they can’t imagine, and surround them with Your favor. Heal his mom, draw her close, and give her the strength to walk away from what’s harming her. Guard his mind from every attack of the enemy, and let him feel Your presence like never before. We ask all this in Jesus’ name.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 

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