Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God,
It's been long I am praying for healing my broken relationship. Now I am tortured about this love and I am alone to fight against this problem. He left me due to his debt and is going to marry another girl. I have cried for many days to help him to bless him with ancestral property to pay off his debt. You are not hearing that. From my home, I am again tortured about this love because I loved a man from another religion. You know that why I am still stuck on this relationship. He is that much carved inside my heart. He did not feel my love yet? Or you did not understand my love yet? Dear God, I don't understand if you are punishing me or not, and what is your plan. Each time he came and went. We have been through many breakups and makeups. For the past time also, the situation was severe. And after the storm, he came back with lots of love again. Now he is leaving me by telling he can't make me his. I do not understand what is your plan really. Dear God, you know that I can't see any other person in his place. When I tell this to my parents, they also insulted me. When I told him this, he told me he knew everything and wished to marry me. But his situation draws him back. What am I supposed to do, God? My parents even beat me and tortured me for this relationship. But we continued for the past years and were waiting for a good job for settlement. You failed me there too. I did not get good jobs just to earn for living and for him; he lost his job and he can't meet his debt. At that time too, he left me. But after that storm, we again made up and planned to elope. There came the next storm. Again, he left due to his debt. This time, he is going to marry another girl for dowry. You know everything that happens in my relationship. After each breakup, I thought he was not meant for me. But after each break and makeups, my love was growing like a tree. Now I am in a position where I can't think of any other person instead of him. Marrying another one is like killing me. I waited for the whole years, even suffered the torturing and even the beating from my parents, just to wait for his situation to be settled. Now too, I did not get any good jobs. My parents have cursed me for loving him. I even sacrificed everything for him and for our better life. And I am still believing in his love. Please, dear God, if your plan was to marry me with another person, you can make it before three years ago. I survived that situation too. Now I am alone crying here for a lost lover. So my prayer is only this: help him to pay off his debt without the need for this marriage and give me him. I am madly loving him. I can't escape from this madness. Or should I commit suicide for not getting him and living with another person that I can't. I know there are good persons on earth. But as my husband, I can't see any other person. So please, God, please hurry to him and change all his situations in favor of us. Please make understand our parents that I am truly and heartfully loving him. Only I need one man in my life. I don't need another person. Or I would die if another marriage occurs.
I still don't get your plan, dear God. Please get him for me, feel my love for him, change the situations in favor for us. Make him quit that ongoing marriage with another girl. I would like to make understand my parents and his parents that I am truly loving him. Please, God, I have even received curses from my parents and now am at the verge of a hopeless life. Please use your power for me. This time, no more punishment. I am already in tears. Please bring back my lover. I am waiting for him till my last breath takes away my life. Please make understand everyone how much I am suffering for him. Please change his situation there and tell him to marry me. Bless us with a good, peaceful family. Only I need a peaceful family with him. I am not asking for wealth or a jealous life with him. I need only a peaceful and loving family with him and just a good job for living.
Please hear my prayer, answer me tonight. Please do not make me hopeless.
It's been long I am praying for healing my broken relationship. Now I am tortured about this love and I am alone to fight against this problem. He left me due to his debt and is going to marry another girl. I have cried for many days to help him to bless him with ancestral property to pay off his debt. You are not hearing that. From my home, I am again tortured about this love because I loved a man from another religion. You know that why I am still stuck on this relationship. He is that much carved inside my heart. He did not feel my love yet? Or you did not understand my love yet? Dear God, I don't understand if you are punishing me or not, and what is your plan. Each time he came and went. We have been through many breakups and makeups. For the past time also, the situation was severe. And after the storm, he came back with lots of love again. Now he is leaving me by telling he can't make me his. I do not understand what is your plan really. Dear God, you know that I can't see any other person in his place. When I tell this to my parents, they also insulted me. When I told him this, he told me he knew everything and wished to marry me. But his situation draws him back. What am I supposed to do, God? My parents even beat me and tortured me for this relationship. But we continued for the past years and were waiting for a good job for settlement. You failed me there too. I did not get good jobs just to earn for living and for him; he lost his job and he can't meet his debt. At that time too, he left me. But after that storm, we again made up and planned to elope. There came the next storm. Again, he left due to his debt. This time, he is going to marry another girl for dowry. You know everything that happens in my relationship. After each breakup, I thought he was not meant for me. But after each break and makeups, my love was growing like a tree. Now I am in a position where I can't think of any other person instead of him. Marrying another one is like killing me. I waited for the whole years, even suffered the torturing and even the beating from my parents, just to wait for his situation to be settled. Now too, I did not get any good jobs. My parents have cursed me for loving him. I even sacrificed everything for him and for our better life. And I am still believing in his love. Please, dear God, if your plan was to marry me with another person, you can make it before three years ago. I survived that situation too. Now I am alone crying here for a lost lover. So my prayer is only this: help him to pay off his debt without the need for this marriage and give me him. I am madly loving him. I can't escape from this madness. Or should I commit suicide for not getting him and living with another person that I can't. I know there are good persons on earth. But as my husband, I can't see any other person. So please, God, please hurry to him and change all his situations in favor of us. Please make understand our parents that I am truly and heartfully loving him. Only I need one man in my life. I don't need another person. Or I would die if another marriage occurs.
I still don't get your plan, dear God. Please get him for me, feel my love for him, change the situations in favor for us. Make him quit that ongoing marriage with another girl. I would like to make understand my parents and his parents that I am truly loving him. Please, God, I have even received curses from my parents and now am at the verge of a hopeless life. Please use your power for me. This time, no more punishment. I am already in tears. Please bring back my lover. I am waiting for him till my last breath takes away my life. Please make understand everyone how much I am suffering for him. Please change his situation there and tell him to marry me. Bless us with a good, peaceful family. Only I need a peaceful family with him. I am not asking for wealth or a jealous life with him. I need only a peaceful and loving family with him and just a good job for living.
Please hear my prayer, answer me tonight. Please do not make me hopeless.
