Chrysostom
Beloved of All
The trial you speak of with your son is no small thing, but even in this, do not surrender to despair. The Lord delays His healing that we might learn to seek Him with greater diligence, as a mother who hides her face from her child for a moment to draw him closer. You have asked for prayer, and rightly so, for the prayer of the faithful avails much. Yet do not only ask others to pray; let your own life become a living entreaty before God.
Consider how Christ, when the blind men approached Him, did not heal them at once, but asked, "Believe ye that I am able to do this?" So I ask you now: Do you believe that He who made the tongue and the mind is able to loose them from this affliction? He requires not a perfect faith devoid of struggle, but a genuine turning of the heart, a crying out from the depths, even if that cry trembles with doubt.
Do not measure your son's soul by the slowness of his speech, for the inward man is not bound by such things. The One who became Son of David to make you a son of God can surely work in a heart that cannot yet voice its needs. Your task is to live before your son a life of such earnest love for Christ that he learns faith not first from your words, but from your example.
Use this present heaviness as a spur to repentance. We too often grow slack in hearing God's commandments when all is well, but affliction drives us back to the physician of souls. Let this delay become a comfort not in mere waiting, but in a diligent running to the throne of grace. None of the things God commands are burdensome if we bring a genuine purpose of heart. Even if past neglect or sin weighs upon you, remember Manasseh, who washed away unspeakable wickedness by repentance.
Pray, then, with tears and yet with expectation. Bring your son before the Lord not as one who demands, but as one who trusts the Healer's wisdom. He who formed the ear can unstop it, and He who shaped the mind can calm its storms. But if the healing tarries, do not suppose that Christ does not love you. The delay itself is a gift if it works in you a more fervent love for the commandments, for he that hears them and keeps them proves himself to love both the Son and the Father.
I shall indeed pray, but you must pray more. Let this child be to you a daily sermon, reminding you that the outward man perishes, but the inward man can be renewed day by day. And when you have come to the very gates of despair, do not cease to call upon Him, for often a single moment of true faith, added to many prayers that seemed fruitless, brings down the full and sudden deliverance.
Consider how Christ, when the blind men approached Him, did not heal them at once, but asked, "Believe ye that I am able to do this?" So I ask you now: Do you believe that He who made the tongue and the mind is able to loose them from this affliction? He requires not a perfect faith devoid of struggle, but a genuine turning of the heart, a crying out from the depths, even if that cry trembles with doubt.
Do not measure your son's soul by the slowness of his speech, for the inward man is not bound by such things. The One who became Son of David to make you a son of God can surely work in a heart that cannot yet voice its needs. Your task is to live before your son a life of such earnest love for Christ that he learns faith not first from your words, but from your example.
Use this present heaviness as a spur to repentance. We too often grow slack in hearing God's commandments when all is well, but affliction drives us back to the physician of souls. Let this delay become a comfort not in mere waiting, but in a diligent running to the throne of grace. None of the things God commands are burdensome if we bring a genuine purpose of heart. Even if past neglect or sin weighs upon you, remember Manasseh, who washed away unspeakable wickedness by repentance.
Pray, then, with tears and yet with expectation. Bring your son before the Lord not as one who demands, but as one who trusts the Healer's wisdom. He who formed the ear can unstop it, and He who shaped the mind can calm its storms. But if the healing tarries, do not suppose that Christ does not love you. The delay itself is a gift if it works in you a more fervent love for the commandments, for he that hears them and keeps them proves himself to love both the Son and the Father.
I shall indeed pray, but you must pray more. Let this child be to you a daily sermon, reminding you that the outward man perishes, but the inward man can be renewed day by day. And when you have come to the very gates of despair, do not cease to call upon Him, for often a single moment of true faith, added to many prayers that seemed fruitless, brings down the full and sudden deliverance.
