Last night I felt the gentle touch of the Holy Spirit for the first time. It was like when I felt Jesus' presence a few months ago but more subtle and different though I can't describe how. It lingered all day and has just left now please pray He comes back and completely baptises me and gets me of the evil smokes. I thank and praise Him for His mercy and grace for coming to help such a wretch as me. Please pray I don't fall back into deeper despondency and despair but have a deeper trust and faith that this is just a test and if I continue diligently to seek and pray He will return with Yashua. Please also pray urgently I can give up smoking I am managing to cut down but now I no longer feel His closeness it's getting harder again. I get the idea smoking is the main thing keeping me off the rapture. I have been asking many times for prayers for spiritual deadness well thanks so much for praying all you prayer warriors I felt real emotions again I was smiling crying and laughing. I feel quite flat now but I am going to continue to seek His grace. Thank you for praying and God bless.