Hungry4love357
Servant of All
Father, it is clear to me now that there is nothing left for me at hillchrest. I am searching for your help, for the answers to my prayers. Father it has become clear rhat, who I am searching for us not at Hillchreast. If she were surely you would have made a way by now. I am going to try another church, and see if maybe there that I can find her. Father I need a fresh start, a clean slate. I need new friends, and I just don't think I can find it a my current location. It's to big, and to many people have written me off as just another face in the crowd. I'm not quite sure why my prayers for new friends have not been answered. All I know is that, I feel that I can't talk to anyone. I don't know who to trust or who I can open up too about this. I need to get it out, but I nobody would understand. My parents don't understand, I feel alone both physically and mentaly. Even though I am not true my alone, I feel lonely, because I can't make the connection I want to make. I have prayed for this many times and to my disappointment and frustration, it has yet to pass, and It makes me question if I am doing something wrong. How do I fix it? Can I fix it? I am waiting God for you to show her too me, to bring us togeather. Father don't do this to me again, I don't think I can make this time. I need a change, and soon, otherwise, I just don't think I can live anymore. It hurts too much. Please help me Father. I pray in Jesus name, Amen.