Hungry4love357
Servant of All
Father, it is clear to me now that there is nothing left for me at ###. I am searching for your help, for the answers to my prayers. Father it has become clear that, who I am searching for is not at ###. If she were surely you would have made a way by now. I am going to try another church, and see if maybe there that I can find her. Father I need a fresh start, a clean slate. I need new friends, and I just don't think I can find it at my current location. It's too big, and too many people have written me off as just another face in the crowd. I'm not quite sure why my prayers for new friends have not been answered. All I know is that, I feel that I can't talk to anyone. I don't know who to trust or who I can open up to about this. I need to get it out, but I nobody would understand. My parents don't understand, I feel alone both physically and mentally. Even though I am not truly my alone, I feel lonely, because I can't make the connection I want to make. I have prayed for this many times and to my disappointment and frustration, it has yet to pass, and It makes me question if I am doing something wrong. How do I fix it? Can I fix it? I am waiting on God for you to show her to me, to bring us together. Father don't do this to me again, I don't think I can make this time. I need a change, and soon, otherwise, I just don't think I can live anymore. It hurts too much. Please help me Father. I pray in Jesus name, Amen.
