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TIMOTHY
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My name is Timothy and I don't no exactly where to begin.
I'm 41 years old and have struggled with homosexuality since I guess I can say, the age of five. I struggle not only with trying not to give into the impulses that come along with this desire but also in trying to simply understand just why is this issue in my particular life/ "What's the greater good accrding to God's will for my life as to why and or what God wants to use this struggle to accomplish?" Especially since I see how much it has compromised the kind of life it seems that most people without this issue have been able to pursue/live be they Christians or non Christians, such as with being able to marry and in experincing intimacy, etc.
I feel that I'm at a point of needing to be a part of an ex-gay residential(live-in)program, but unfortunately at the moment there are absolutely none in existance anywhere in the United States, that I'm aware of that is.
I'm also currently in need of direction for my life in simply in general. I don't no whether or not to work, and if so exactly what, as well as where exactly where I should be living and or where God wants me to be at in life (what state, city, etc?) As well as what church to attend/where at?
I reconize that at my age and as a man, I need to have my own money so that I can establish my life/self/identity as a man all the more, rather than depending on my parents for support.
Thank you for your prayers. - Timothy
I'm 41 years old and have struggled with homosexuality since I guess I can say, the age of five. I struggle not only with trying not to give into the impulses that come along with this desire but also in trying to simply understand just why is this issue in my particular life/ "What's the greater good accrding to God's will for my life as to why and or what God wants to use this struggle to accomplish?" Especially since I see how much it has compromised the kind of life it seems that most people without this issue have been able to pursue/live be they Christians or non Christians, such as with being able to marry and in experincing intimacy, etc.
I feel that I'm at a point of needing to be a part of an ex-gay residential(live-in)program, but unfortunately at the moment there are absolutely none in existance anywhere in the United States, that I'm aware of that is.
I'm also currently in need of direction for my life in simply in general. I don't no whether or not to work, and if so exactly what, as well as where exactly where I should be living and or where God wants me to be at in life (what state, city, etc?) As well as what church to attend/where at?
I reconize that at my age and as a man, I need to have my own money so that I can establish my life/self/identity as a man all the more, rather than depending on my parents for support.
Thank you for your prayers. - Timothy
