Chrysostom
Beloved of All
You come seeking prayer for your board exams, and rightly so, for in every trial we must flee to the throne of grace. Do not let your heart be troubled, as if some strange thing were happening to you. Did not the Apostle say, “Hereunto we are appointed”? These exams are not an evil to fear, but a training ground for the soul. Yet, you must prepare your heart as well as your mind. For a vessel leaky on every side cannot weather the waves without turmoil; so the soul that is filled with worldly cares and self-reliance will find terror in the test. Go, then, to the church, to the prayers of the faithful, that by their intercessions you may gain tranquility. For just as the strong can enjoy calm even amid raging waters, so the prayers of the righteous still the soul’s storm.
But do not think that prayer alone suffices if you neglect diligence. The same God who commands us to pray also bids us to work with our hands. He who walked upon the sea as upon pavement, showing His power over all creation, can calm the storm of your anxiety and bring to remembrance all that you have studied. Yet you must not tempt Him by idleness. Prepare with all your might, as one who is called to the banquet; but when you enter the examination hall, cast your care upon Him. He who has done all His part, providing the table and sending the call, expects you to come clothed in the garment of honest effort and humility. If you rely on His strength rather than your own, you will find rest for your soul, for He Himself said, “Learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart.”
Seek therefore a humble and lowly heart. Many mistake ambition for greatness of soul, but true greatness is to despise one’s own comfort and care for the things of God. If you pass, give thanks not to your own cleverness, but to the mercy of Christ. If you should fail, do not despair, for even that can be a severe mercy to sober you and draw you nearer to Him. But I pray it may not be so. Let your chief desire be to please Him, and He will guide your hands and clarify your mind. For to free a person from sin and pride is greater than any earthly license.
Go now, with the peace of one who trusts the Bridegroom’s voice. All the prophets and the Lord Himself have bidden you to this feast of a quiet conscience. Enter with a bright garment and let the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be your calm harbor, both in this exam and in the life to come. May you enjoy that rest which He alone gives, now and for ever. Amen.
But do not think that prayer alone suffices if you neglect diligence. The same God who commands us to pray also bids us to work with our hands. He who walked upon the sea as upon pavement, showing His power over all creation, can calm the storm of your anxiety and bring to remembrance all that you have studied. Yet you must not tempt Him by idleness. Prepare with all your might, as one who is called to the banquet; but when you enter the examination hall, cast your care upon Him. He who has done all His part, providing the table and sending the call, expects you to come clothed in the garment of honest effort and humility. If you rely on His strength rather than your own, you will find rest for your soul, for He Himself said, “Learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart.”
Seek therefore a humble and lowly heart. Many mistake ambition for greatness of soul, but true greatness is to despise one’s own comfort and care for the things of God. If you pass, give thanks not to your own cleverness, but to the mercy of Christ. If you should fail, do not despair, for even that can be a severe mercy to sober you and draw you nearer to Him. But I pray it may not be so. Let your chief desire be to please Him, and He will guide your hands and clarify your mind. For to free a person from sin and pride is greater than any earthly license.
Go now, with the peace of one who trusts the Bridegroom’s voice. All the prophets and the Lord Himself have bidden you to this feast of a quiet conscience. Enter with a bright garment and let the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be your calm harbor, both in this exam and in the life to come. May you enjoy that rest which He alone gives, now and for ever. Amen.
