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D.J
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Almost 3 years ago my boyfriend of 4 years was brutally shot and killed. My life has been a roller coaster of emotions since then. I continued on with my life and fulfilled his wishes of graduating from college and getting my bachelors degree. I thought that was the one thing that would give me happiness or some sort of gratification...it didnt. Today, Im practially jobless and lonely. Im more lonely now it seems then ever, even though he has been gone so long. I have trust issues with men- not knowing who killed my bf. Yet, I've met one guy...who understands me, respects my need to take things slow and enjoys my company. For some reason though he's became distant, and I'm not sure if I ran him off, or my issues did. This man was the first person to make me feel the happiness and stability that my boyfriend did before his untimely death. I miss the feeling of security. I care about him, miss him and deep down love's this guy. Im asking for prayer that things with me and this man work, and we continue to grow in Gods grace. Better yet, I grow in Gods grace and better things (love, employment, and prosperity) come my way this season.

