Rhouvor
Disciple of Prayer
Since I became homeless I have been a target from on particular group it’s always been like this considering my skin tone but Los Angeles it is so bad. I was followed by a man to the homeless shelter he stood outside and I think he was recording me too also saying what I had in the car and he said I was homeless with a smirk on his face. Another time two guys showed up and one was recording the library the other was laughing. Then another time a long time ago when I was posted about the things going wrong in my life and I did this before I noticed since I been posting years after years about my life like a diary online I attracted stalkers,bullies, and people acting creepy inappropriately basically “take me off.” Even after deleting the site I posted on and deleting all my posts I’m still dealing with stalking and I can tell I am being followed. I just know this one particular race is hurting me daily and it’s making me extremely depressed. I lost whatever confidence I had. All I know is the constant stalking by different cars pulling up next to me then speeding off or people recording me started or increased when I had to live in a car. I’m too scared to go anywhere and I have to have someone else get my food and items. No matter what I am being targeted and followed everywhere I go gangstalking. I started going to this new library and a guy either got off the bus or out of his car and looked at me for like 20 seconds then went in. The next day I went to the bathroom came out and another guy kept staring at me for like maybe 6 minutes. No matter where I go I don’t know if something was posted about me because after I had engaged in a argument with a woman that claimed to be a private investigator at my old house with housemates I lost my job, people started targeting me like I could go somewhere and some girls would appear and call me ugly, then I got targeted at the gym I used to shower at. It’s more than gangstalking because I have not gotten peace since I moved back to California. I dealt with hatred from a stepmom for along time and unfortunately coming back as soon as I came back I was attacked by a guy in a coffee shop saying prejudice things about me and then I was attacked when I moved into the house with female roommates and I haven’t really had a break but since I became homeless I have been tortured everyday almost 24/7 7 days a week. No matter where I go even to other cities I am still tortured or followed by someone MOST OF THEM BEING MEN and most are a particular race. I know from 2025 when I was having problems with previous roommates in a house I was immature and did retaliate at them at the same times I was posting all these things about my life online I don’t know if someone spread something about me online but all I know is I am known and recognized everywhere I go. I even struggle to get jobs especially when that private investigator argued with feeling she might of did witchcraft on me I just did not feel something was right about her and that she could of been operating as a monitoring spirit. No matter where I go I hear “that —— girl.” “That’s her.” And then the stalking from teenagers is painful because they don’t just follow and take pictures and recordings they yell things I usually don’t say outloud almost like they could be astral projecting spiritually. I hear someone yell “play this for the ——- girl in the car.” And it would be something I’m singing. Also when I get out of church the stalking is insane borderline crazy. I can go somewhere with no one at all and a truck and a car show up. It looks like the one guy was trying to hear my conversation and then called me crazy for talking about Jesus. It is not only driving me to want to not open my eyes but it’s driving me insane. I have to watch everything I say and do. It’s like being a celebrity that’s hated. I even have random numbers calling me and I think it’s people who are stalking me trying to get information out all because I’m a homeless young 26 year old woman who never really comes out of the car but to shower and use the bathroom. I see men pointing their phones at me as if they are taking a picture or recording. Then when I go to get food there will usually always be a man or two men standing their constantly walking in the cars view or near the car usually wearing sunglasses and on the phone while looking at me and laughing. Another guy had his phone pointed at me then jerked it quickly the other way like he wasn’t trying to take a picture. Like I said I don’t know if these people think that my mom is trying to keep me hostage but I’m too scared to go out of the car because being homeless is already embarrassing and depressing enough. When my mom is out to do something a guy mostly sometimes women will sit in their car and speed off when my mom comes back to the car. Another lady saw me got back in her car and only drove off very fast when my mom came back on the other side of he parking lot a guy with sunglasses kept staring at me with his phone to his ear and got back in and sped off. I’m going to end the story here because it would probably be 4 pages by the times I get done.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.