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pray for purity and pray that I can pray the cycle of porn and pray as all I have wanted is marriage and children and my brothers have it and pray as I feel really unwell and pray for purity that god can send as many angels as possible to help me and that he can overcome the demons from the top of my head to toe , pray that my phone's screen can be fixed and I can be bombard with good imagery and that the devil can be defeated
pray that I can resist temptation
pray as half the reason is that I struggle is that god healed me and now everything is going wrong and I feel like god has left and forsaken me
pray as I feel the worst sinner ever and pray for purity and that god can heal me physically and pray as I screamed inside for children and for the presence of god and none of my prayers have been answered and I feel don't like the lord doesn't care and I feel he is a billion miles away
 
We hear the deep cry of your heart and we stand with you together before the throne of grace in Jesus name, carrying your burden for health, for purity, for freedom from the cycle of porn, and for the godly desire for marriage and children. We know the pain of feeling unwell in body and spirit, of watching your brothers receive what you have longed for, and of feeling as though God has healed you once but now has left you and forsaken you. We want you to know God has not left you, He sees you, He cares deeply, and He hears even the screams inside that feel unanswered.

We want to speak truth in love about the struggle you named. Porn is not a small failing, it is sexual immorality that God calls us to flee. Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. 1 Corinthians 6:18 For this reason we must rebuke this bondage while also offering the hope of deliverance. God created sexual intimacy to be enjoyed only within the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman. Marriage is honorable in all, and the bed undefiled, but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers. Hebrews 13:4 Therefore sex before or outside marriage, including porn which is fornication of the heart and mind, defiles us. Jesus said that everyone who gazes at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart. Matthew 5:28 Your desire for marriage and children is holy and good. Children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward. Psalm 127:3 We pray God will lead you into courtship with the goal of marriage to a Christian believer, not simply a relationship or partnership, but a godly marriage that honors Him. We encourage you to pursue purity now so that you are prepared for that covenant.

You shared that you feel the worst sinner ever and that God is a billion miles away and does not care. That feeling is real but it is not the truth. God says Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid nor be dismayed, for Yahweh your God is with you wherever you go. Deuteronomy 31:6 and Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you. Hebrews 13:5 The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Psalm 34:18 Yahweh does not forsake you even when everything feels like it is going wrong after a season of healing. The enemy often attacks most fiercely after God has moved, but God works all things together for good for those who love Him. Romans 8:28 Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 He is not distant, His mercies are new every morning. Lamentations 3:23

We also notice you cried out to God but did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, and we must lovingly remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and it is only by His name that we are saved. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14:6 There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9 Christ came because all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God. Romans 3:23 yet God proves his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8 If you have not yet fully trusted Jesus as Lord and Savior, we urge you to believe on Him, confess your sin, and receive His forgiveness and new life today.

For your practical battle we encourage you with the Word. God will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13 Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7 He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. 1 John 4:4 You asked for many angels to help and for demons to be overcome from the top of your head to toe. We know He will give his angels charge over you, to guard you in all your ways. Psalm 91:11 and that angels are ministering spirits sent out to do service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation. Hebrews 1:14 Yet our greatest help is the Holy Spirit within us and the victory Christ already won, having stripped the principalities and the powers, he made a show of them openly, triumphing over them. Colossians 2:15 We must guard what we see. We will set no vile thing before our eyes. Psalm 101:3 and make a covenant with our eyes. Job 31:1 For your phone and your mind, we pray God will help you fix what is broken and more importantly bombard your mind with what is good. Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, think about these things. Philippians 4:8 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Romans 12:2 This means installing filters, inviting accountability from a trusted mature Christian brother, removing access in moments of temptation, fasting and praying, and filling your hours with Scripture, worship, and fellowship.

We pray together now for you.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this dear one who feels unwell, impure, tempted, forsaken and forgotten. We ask You to create in him a clean heart and renew a right spirit within him. Psalm 51:10 Wash him in the blood of Jesus, forgive his sins as he confesses them, and cleanse him from all unrighteousness. We ask for physical healing from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, for You are Yahweh who heals us. Exodus 15:26 and You have promised I will restore health to you, and I will heal you of your wounds. Jeremiah 30:17 Touch his body, restore his strength, and lift this heaviness and unwellness.

Lord, break the cycle of porn and fornication in Jesus name. Give him power to flee sexual immorality and to resist temptation, providing the way of escape each time. Let him resist the devil so the devil must flee. Fill his mind not with darkness but with good imagery, with Your Word, with purity, for blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Matthew 5:8 We ask You to send help, Your angels charge over him, Your Holy Spirit to empower him, and to defeat every demonic oppression over him, for You are greater. We pray You would fix what is broken, even his phone screen, and use it as a tool for righteousness rather than temptation, and guard his eyes from worthless things.

Father, You know his deep longing for marriage and children while his brothers have received it. We pray according to Your will that You would provide a godly wife for him, a lifelong marriage between a man and a woman that honors You, and in Your perfect timing grant the gift of children if it is Your will. Help him not to compare or grow bitter, but to delight himself in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 Assure him that none of his prayers are ignored, that You are near to the brokenhearted, and that You have not forsaken him. Let him feel Your presence again, let him know You care and You are not a billion miles away but closer than his breath, that nothing can separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:39

We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, believing You hear us and will answer according to Your perfect love and mercy. Amen.

We encourage you to stay in the Word daily, to pray even when it feels dry, to confess quickly when you fall and receive grace again, to seek a local Bible believing church and a mature brother for accountability, and to keep bringing your desire for marriage and healing before God without losing heart. God is faithful and His grace is sufficient for you. 2 Corinthians 12:9 He will complete the work He began in you.
 
We hear how heavy this feels for you right now, and thank you for being so honest with us. Longing deeply for marriage and children while watching your brothers have what you desire, feeling unwell in your body, wanting to be free from the cycle of porn and yet feeling pulled back into it, and then wondering if God has moved far away when you need Him most, that is a lot to carry at once. It makes sense you would feel like the worst sinner and that your prayers are not getting through.

Please know feeling distant from God does not mean He has left you. When shame gets loud it can make us hide, and hiding can make the struggle lonelier. For many people that cycle is not only about willpower, but about trying to find escape or comfort when anxiety, loneliness, or disappointment feel overwhelming. That is why trying harder alone rarely brings lasting change, and why walking with others matters so much.

A couple of gentle next steps you could consider as we pray with you: if you have a trusted pastor, counselor, or mature believer, would you let one safe person know what you are facing so you do not carry it alone and can have ongoing support and accountability. For your phone, while you get the screen fixed, a filter or accountability tool and keeping the device in more open spaces can reduce temptation in the moment. And since you mentioned feeling really unwell physically, please also see a medical professional alongside prayer.

Father, we bring our brother before You in Jesus' name. You see his longing for purity, for health, for marriage and family, and for Your nearness. Comfort him where he feels forsaken, lift the weight of shame, give him strength to resist temptation and grace when he stumbles, and surround him with help and protection. Heal what needs healing in his body and draw him into Your presence day by day. Amen.
 
Your cry has come before us and we have carried it to the throne of grace, for the Lord hears even the sighing that cannot find words. You speak of feeling unwell in body, unclean in heart, bound in a cycle of sin which you would break, longing for marriage and children while your brothers have received what you desire, and feeling as though God has left you and forgotten you, a great sinner far from Him. Let us deal honestly with God and with your own soul, for there is hope in truth.

First, though you feel forsaken, you are not forsaken. Zion herself once cried, Jehovah has forsaken me and my Lord has forgotten me, and the Lord answered her, can a woman forget her sucking child. You are graven upon the palms of His hands. That you still call Jehovah yours, even while you fear He has left you, is itself the grip of faith. Remember also that our blessed Lord Jesus cried, My God, my God, why have you forsaken me. He was truly forsaken in darkness for three hours that you might never be forsaken. He bore that abandonment as the representative of sinners, being made sin for us, that His perfect holiness might secure for you an unbroken fellowship with God. If you are in Christ, the forsaking fell on Him, not on you. The pruning of the vine, the bitter medicine of the physician, the knife of the surgeon, these are not signs of forgetting but of love that would heal.

You say you feel the worst sinner. That honest confession is the place where healing begins. If we say we have no sin we deceive ourselves, but if we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Do not merely repeat words, but rend your heart before Him. Tell Him plainly that you have sinned, that you have looked upon what is impure, that you need pardon and cleansing. Healing and pardon go together in Christ. When Jesus healed the sick of the palsy He said, Son, be of good cheer, your sins are forgiven you. Pardon and healing were one. The leaves of the tree of life are for the healing of the nations, and the least thing about Christ has healing virtue to change the life blood and make the nature new.

Your longing for marriage and children is not to be despised, for marriage is the lifelong covenant of one man and one woman ordained by God, and children are His gift. It is right to desire what is pure and to pray for it, but do not let envy toward your brothers or despair because the answer tarries turn your heart from the Lord. Wait upon Him who withholds no good thing from them that walk uprightly, and seek first to be kept unspotted from the world. Charity and purity are the two great garments of the Christian, and purity requires separation. You cannot keep charity toward God and man while willingly giving place to impurity.

Concerning the snare of porn and the temptation that assails you from head to foot, know that this is a battle for holiness and you must fight it as one who would be clean. Cry to Christ for deliverance from the power of the devil, for He is mighty to overcome the tempter who was defeated at the cross. Do not trust in mere resolution, but in the blood and Spirit of Christ. And as you pray for help, put away the provision for the flesh. If the phone is a snare, seek to make it a servant and not a master. Ask the Lord to guard your eyes and to bombard your mind not with vanity but with whatever is true and pure and lovely, that you may think on these things. Seek the fellowship of faithful men who will walk with you, keep no guile in your prayers, and live in the presence of God who sees all. To resist temptation you must flee from it as well as pray against it.

We pray for you now.

O Lord our God, look upon this afflicted one who feels unwell in body and wounded in heart. Forgive sin through the blood of Jesus Christ and cleanse from all unrighteousness. Speak pardon and bring healing, for with You pardon and healing are joined. Lift the sense of distance and show that You are near to the brokenhearted, that though sorrows compass about, Your people are persecuted but not forsaken. Break the chain of impurity and give power to resist temptation, to flee youthful lusts and to pursue righteousness. Purify the mind, wash the imagination, and set a guard before the eyes. Defeat the adversary and deliver from every oppression, covering head and feet with Your keeping. Grant bodily health according to Your wise will, and give patience under trial. If it be Your will, provide in Your time the holy estate of marriage and the gift of children, and meanwhile keep this soul content to walk close with You, finding joy in the Lord each day. Let not unanswered prayer as it seems drive to unbelief, but teach to wait and to trust Your perfect timing and love. Hear the inward scream for Your presence and answer with the peace of Christ, who was forsaken that sinners might be brought home. Amen.

Continue to tell the Lord the truth about your sin and your need, and continue to trust Him though feelings rise and fall. He who opened the eyes of the blind still opens eyes today, and those whose eyes are opened love and worship Him as the Son of God. Seek Him daily, forsake what defiles, and rest upon the finished work of Christ who alone saves.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
 
Your honest and painful cry has been heard, and we have brought it before the Lord with care. You have spoken of sickness in your body, a hard struggle for purity, a cycle of pornography you long to break, a deep desire for marriage and children while you see your brothers receive what you long for, a phone screen that needs fixing, temptation that feels overwhelming, and a heart that feels forsaken, distant from God, and burdened as the worst of sinners. We do not take any of this lightly.

Know first that the feeling that God has left you is not the truth about God. Trials and temptations are not a sign that He has forsaken you. Scripture teaches that God tested Abraham not because God needed to learn about him, but to make his faith manifest and to show that he was approved. In the same way, when temptations come, God allows them to teach you that you have been made stronger in Christ, to keep you humble, to prove that you have truly turned from the enemy, to temper you like steel, and to show the treasure He has entrusted to you. You are not forgotten. You are in the midst of a fight for which you have taken up arms, not to be idle but to contend.

And in that fight you are not alone and not without hope. God is faithful. No temptation has seized you except what is common to humanity, and He will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able to bear. With the temptation He will also provide the way of escape so that you can endure it. There is always a way out, a way to turn away, to call upon Christ, to flee, to pray, to close the door, to seek help. That way may be brief and simple, but it is real, because He Himself provides it and gives the patience to take it.

Your desire for purity and for marriage and children is good. Marriage is honorable, a pure covenant of one man and one woman for life, and it preserves holiness by keeping the gift of union within that covenant. To remain pure outside of marriage, or to live faithfully within it, is the holiness to which God calls us. Pornography works against that holiness. It defiles the mind, trains the heart to seek what God has not given, and leaves shame behind. God does not bless that path, but He does forgive and cleanse those who turn to Jesus Christ alone for salvation and who repent and seek His strength. If you have fallen, you are not beyond mercy. The blood of Christ is sufficient for the worst sinner who comes to Him in truth, and His grace is not distant even when your feelings tell you He is a billion miles away.

So we pray for you now.

We pray that the Lord Jesus, who alone saves, would heal you physically where you feel unwell, and would lift the heaviness from your mind and body from head to toe. We pray that He would drive back the power of the evil one, guard your thoughts, and fill you with His Holy Spirit so that you can resist temptation. We pray that He would break the cycle that has bound you, teach your hands and eyes to turn away quickly, and set your feet on the way of escape each time temptation comes.

We pray that He would guard what you see. We ask that your phone and your eyes would be kept for what is good, that your screen and your mind would be filled with what is pure and wholesome, and that you would bombard your heart not with empty images but with Scripture, prayer, and good work that leaves no room for the enemy. If it helps to repair the screen, to add filters, to bring your struggle into the light with a trusted pastor or brother who can walk with you and ask you hard questions in love, we pray you will have courage to do it.

We pray that God would answer your longing for marriage and children according to His wisdom and timing, and that while you wait He would keep you from envy and despair. We pray He would show you His presence again, not as a feeling alone but as a steady confidence that He hears every prayer, even those that seem unanswered, and that He is near to the brokenhearted.

Do not measure God's care by the speed of His answer. Keep praying, keep confessing, keep turning from what harms you, and keep seeking Him daily. He has not left you. He is faithful to complete the work He began in you.
 
Your request has been heard and taken to heart, and I have prayed for you. Thank you for sharing so honestly about the struggle for purity, the longing for marriage and children, the physical sickness, and the heavy feeling that God is far away and has not answered.

First, please hear that temptation itself is not sin. Every person faces it, and even Jesus was tempted, yet without sin. The sin comes when desire is allowed to conceive and we choose to follow it. Every temptation presents a choice, whether to walk according to the flesh or according to the Spirit. The enemy often whispers that you can have immediate fulfillment if you will just step off God's path for a moment, but that shortcut always leads away from life. It takes far more strength to turn and run from temptation than to drift with it, like it takes a living fish to swim upstream while anything lifeless just floats down. God has made a way so that no temptation is unique to you alone, it is common to all, and He will provide the way to endure it if you choose His way.

That choice also involves practical action. Prayer is never meant to be an excuse to do nothing, it is meant to come first and then lead to wise steps. Just as one who prays for protection also sets a watch, you are right to want to be bombarded with good images rather than harmful ones. Praying lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one should be joined with prudent measures, putting boundaries around your phone, getting help to fix what is broken, bringing in light and accountability, replacing what tempts you with what is pure and wholesome. Prayer and prudence go together.

You mentioned feeling like the worst sinner and fearing God will not hear you. Scripture says there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. If you belong to Him, you can come to God as Father, and He hears the prayer of His children. If you have never truly turned from sin and trusted Christ alone to save you, the one prayer He is waiting to hear is God be merciful to me, a sinner. That prayer opens the relationship that makes all other prayer meaningful. You do not have to clean yourself up first. Through Jesus, who suffered and was tempted Himself, He is able to help those who are tempted because He understands weakness, weariness, and pain.

I also hear how deeply you long for marriage and children, and how painful it is to see your brothers have what you desire while you wait and feel unwell. That desire for marriage and for children within marriage is good and God given, for marriage is His design as a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman, and physical intimacy belongs within that covenant. God is not against that longing. At the same time, His purpose in prayer is not to simply give us whatever we ask when we ask it, but to bring our hearts into harmony with His will. That is why we are told to continue in prayer and not give up. Persistence in prayer does not change God's mind as if He were reluctant, it opens the door for Him to do what He already desires to do in and through us, without violating the will He has given us. Often He is waiting to bring us into alignment with His purposes, and waiting itself tests our faith and works patience in us. Patience is needed precisely because our failure is often in waiting on God.

Being a Christian does not give immunity from trouble. Jesus said in this world you will have tribulation. Sickness and hardship are not always a direct punishment for a particular sin, and feeling forsaken does not mean you are forsaken. Many before you have cried out, why have you forsaken me, why are you so far from hearing me, I pray day and night and you do not answer. God was near even then, and He is near now. The feeling that He is a billion miles away is a feeling, not the truth of His presence. He has promised never to leave or forsake His own.

So continue to pray, even when it feels fervent and desperate. The earnest, heartfelt prayer of a righteous person has great power and the prayer of faith can bring healing and lifting up. You do not pray alone, others are agreeing with you now, and Jesus Himself intercedes for you.

I have prayed for you in this way, that God would bring physical healing according to His will and strengthen your body, that He would give you victory over the cycle of porn as you choose daily to walk by the Spirit and run from what tempts the flesh, that He would guard your eyes and your phone and fill your mind with what is pure, that He would deliver you from the power of the evil one from head to toe, that He would comfort you in the ache for marriage and children and guide you toward His good path for that desire, and that He would lift the sense of condemnation and distance and let you know His nearness and care through Jesus Christ. Keep seeking Him, keep choosing His way in each moment of temptation, and keep bringing every need to your Father who hears.
 

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