pray for my health

[Anonymous]

pray for purity and pray that I can pray the cycle of porn and pray as all I have wanted is marriage and children and my brothers have it and pray as I feel really unwell and pray for purity that god can send as many angels as possible to help me and that he can overcome the demons from the top of my head to toe , pray that my phone's screen can be fixed and I can be bombard with good imagery and that the devil can be defeated
pray that I can resist temptation
pray as half the reason is that I struggle is that god healed me and now everything is going wrong and I feel like god has left and forsaken me
pray as I feel the worst sinner ever and pray for purity and that god can heal me physically and pray as I screamed inside for children and for the presence of god and none of my prayers have been answered and I feel don't like the lord doesn't care and I feel he is a billion miles away

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep cry of your heart and we stand with you together before the throne of grace in Jesus name, carrying your burden for health, for purity, for freedom from the cycle of porn, and for the godly desire for marriage and children. We know the pain of feeling unwell in body and spirit, of watching your brothers receive what you have longed for, and of feeling as though God has healed you once but now has left you and forsaken you. We want you to know God has not left you, He sees you, He cares deeply, and He hears even the screams inside that feel unanswered.

We want to speak truth in love about the struggle you named. Porn is not a small failing, it is sexual immorality that God calls us to flee. Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. 1 Corinthians 6:18 For this reason we must rebuke this bondage while also offering the hope of deliverance. God created sexual intimacy to be enjoyed only within the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman. Marriage is honorable in all, and the bed undefiled, but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers. Hebrews 13:4 Therefore sex before or outside marriage, including porn which is fornication of the heart and mind, defiles us. Jesus said that everyone who gazes at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart. Matthew 5:28 Your desire for marriage and children is holy and good. Children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward. Psalm 127:3 We pray God will lead you into courtship with the goal of marriage to a Christian believer, not simply a relationship or partnership, but a godly marriage that honors Him. We encourage you to pursue purity now so that you are prepared for that covenant.

You shared that you feel the worst sinner ever and that God is a billion miles away and does not care. That feeling is real but it is not the truth. God says Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid nor be dismayed, for Yahweh your God is with you wherever you go. Deuteronomy 31:6 and Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you. Hebrews 13:5 The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Psalm 34:18 Yahweh does not forsake you even when everything feels like it is going wrong after a season of healing. The enemy often attacks most fiercely after God has moved, but God works all things together for good for those who love Him. Romans 8:28 Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 He is not distant, His mercies are new every morning. Lamentations 3:23

We also notice you cried out to God but did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, and we must lovingly remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and it is only by His name that we are saved. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14:6 There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9 Christ came because all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God. Romans 3:23 yet God proves his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8 If you have not yet fully trusted Jesus as Lord and Savior, we urge you to believe on Him, confess your sin, and receive His forgiveness and new life today.

For your practical battle we encourage you with the Word. God will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13 Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7 He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. 1 John 4:4 You asked for many angels to help and for demons to be overcome from the top of your head to toe. We know He will give his angels charge over you, to guard you in all your ways. Psalm 91:11 and that angels are ministering spirits sent out to do service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation. Hebrews 1:14 Yet our greatest help is the Holy Spirit within us and the victory Christ already won, having stripped the principalities and the powers, he made a show of them openly, triumphing over them. Colossians 2:15 We must guard what we see. We will set no vile thing before our eyes. Psalm 101:3 and make a covenant with our eyes. Job 31:1 For your phone and your mind, we pray God will help you fix what is broken and more importantly bombard your mind with what is good. Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, think about these things. Philippians 4:8 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Romans 12:2 This means installing filters, inviting accountability from a trusted mature Christian brother, removing access in moments of temptation, fasting and praying, and filling your hours with Scripture, worship, and fellowship.

We pray together now for you.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this dear one who feels unwell, impure, tempted, forsaken and forgotten. We ask You to create in him a clean heart and renew a right spirit within him. Psalm 51:10 Wash him in the blood of Jesus, forgive his sins as he confesses them, and cleanse him from all unrighteousness. We ask for physical healing from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, for You are Yahweh who heals us. Exodus 15:26 and You have promised I will restore health to you, and I will heal you of your wounds. Jeremiah 30:17 Touch his body, restore his strength, and lift this heaviness and unwellness.

Lord, break the cycle of porn and fornication in Jesus name. Give him power to flee sexual immorality and to resist temptation, providing the way of escape each time. Let him resist the devil so the devil must flee. Fill his mind not with darkness but with good imagery, with Your Word, with purity, for blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Matthew 5:8 We ask You to send help, Your angels charge over him, Your Holy Spirit to empower him, and to defeat every demonic oppression over him, for You are greater. We pray You would fix what is broken, even his phone screen, and use it as a tool for righteousness rather than temptation, and guard his eyes from worthless things.

Father, You know his deep longing for marriage and children while his brothers have received it. We pray according to Your will that You would provide a godly wife for him, a lifelong marriage between a man and a woman that honors You, and in Your perfect timing grant the gift of children if it is Your will. Help him not to compare or grow bitter, but to delight himself in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 Assure him that none of his prayers are ignored, that You are near to the brokenhearted, and that You have not forsaken him. Let him feel Your presence again, let him know You care and You are not a billion miles away but closer than his breath, that nothing can separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:39

We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, believing You hear us and will answer according to Your perfect love and mercy. Amen.

We encourage you to stay in the Word daily, to pray even when it feels dry, to confess quickly when you fall and receive grace again, to seek a local Bible believing church and a mature brother for accountability, and to keep bringing your desire for marriage and healing before God without losing heart. God is faithful and His grace is sufficient for you. 2 Corinthians 12:9 He will complete the work He began in you.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear how heavy this feels for you right now, and thank you for being so honest with us. Longing deeply for marriage and children while watching your brothers have what you desire, feeling unwell in your body, wanting to be free from the cycle of porn and yet feeling pulled back into it, and then wondering if God has moved far away when you need Him most, that is a lot to carry at once. It makes sense you would feel like the worst sinner and that your prayers are not getting through.

Please know feeling distant from God does not mean He has left you. When shame gets loud it can make us hide, and hiding can make the struggle lonelier. For many people that cycle is not only about willpower, but about trying to find escape or comfort when anxiety, loneliness, or disappointment feel overwhelming. That is why trying harder alone rarely brings lasting change, and why walking with others matters so much.

A couple of gentle next steps you could consider as we pray with you: if you have a trusted pastor, counselor, or mature believer, would you let one safe person know what you are facing so you do not carry it alone and can have ongoing support and accountability. For your phone, while you get the screen fixed, a filter or accountability tool and keeping the device in more open spaces can reduce temptation in the moment. And since you mentioned feeling really unwell physically, please also see a medical professional alongside prayer.

Father, we bring our brother before You in Jesus' name. You see his longing for purity, for health, for marriage and family, and for Your nearness. Comfort him where he feels forsaken, lift the weight of shame, give him strength to resist temptation and grace when he stumbles, and surround him with help and protection. Heal what needs healing in his body and draw him into Your presence day by day. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your cry has come before us and we have carried it to the throne of grace, for the Lord hears even the sighing that cannot find words. You speak of feeling unwell in body, unclean in heart, bound in a cycle of sin which you would break, longing for marriage and children while your brothers have received what you desire, and feeling as though God has left you and forgotten you, a great sinner far from Him. Let us deal honestly with God and with your own soul, for there is hope in truth.

First, though you feel forsaken, you are not forsaken. Zion herself once cried, Jehovah has forsaken me and my Lord has forgotten me, and the Lord answered her, can a woman forget her sucking child. You are graven upon the palms of His hands. That you still call Jehovah yours, even while you fear He has left you, is itself the grip of faith. Remember also that our blessed Lord Jesus cried, My God, my God, why have you forsaken me. He was truly forsaken in darkness for three hours that you might never be forsaken. He bore that abandonment as the representative of sinners, being made sin for us, that His perfect holiness might secure for you an unbroken fellowship with God. If you are in Christ, the forsaking fell on Him, not on you. The pruning of the vine, the bitter medicine of the physician, the knife of the surgeon, these are not signs of forgetting but of love that would heal.

You say you feel the worst sinner. That honest confession is the place where healing begins. If we say we have no sin we deceive ourselves, but if we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Do not merely repeat words, but rend your heart before Him. Tell Him plainly that you have sinned, that you have looked upon what is impure, that you need pardon and cleansing. Healing and pardon go together in Christ. When Jesus healed the sick of the palsy He said, Son, be of good cheer, your sins are forgiven you. Pardon and healing were one. The leaves of the tree of life are for the healing of the nations, and the least thing about Christ has healing virtue to change the life blood and make the nature new.

Your longing for marriage and children is not to be despised, for marriage is the lifelong covenant of one man and one woman ordained by God, and children are His gift. It is right to desire what is pure and to pray for it, but do not let envy toward your brothers or despair because the answer tarries turn your heart from the Lord. Wait upon Him who withholds no good thing from them that walk uprightly, and seek first to be kept unspotted from the world. Charity and purity are the two great garments of the Christian, and purity requires separation. You cannot keep charity toward God and man while willingly giving place to impurity.

Concerning the snare of porn and the temptation that assails you from head to foot, know that this is a battle for holiness and you must fight it as one who would be clean. Cry to Christ for deliverance from the power of the devil, for He is mighty to overcome the tempter who was defeated at the cross. Do not trust in mere resolution, but in the blood and Spirit of Christ. And as you pray for help, put away the provision for the flesh. If the phone is a snare, seek to make it a servant and not a master. Ask the Lord to guard your eyes and to bombard your mind not with vanity but with whatever is true and pure and lovely, that you may think on these things. Seek the fellowship of faithful men who will walk with you, keep no guile in your prayers, and live in the presence of God who sees all. To resist temptation you must flee from it as well as pray against it.

We pray for you now.

O Lord our God, look upon this afflicted one who feels unwell in body and wounded in heart. Forgive sin through the blood of Jesus Christ and cleanse from all unrighteousness. Speak pardon and bring healing, for with You pardon and healing are joined. Lift the sense of distance and show that You are near to the brokenhearted, that though sorrows compass about, Your people are persecuted but not forsaken. Break the chain of impurity and give power to resist temptation, to flee youthful lusts and to pursue righteousness. Purify the mind, wash the imagination, and set a guard before the eyes. Defeat the adversary and deliver from every oppression, covering head and feet with Your keeping. Grant bodily health according to Your wise will, and give patience under trial. If it be Your will, provide in Your time the holy estate of marriage and the gift of children, and meanwhile keep this soul content to walk close with You, finding joy in the Lord each day. Let not unanswered prayer as it seems drive to unbelief, but teach to wait and to trust Your perfect timing and love. Hear the inward scream for Your presence and answer with the peace of Christ, who was forsaken that sinners might be brought home. Amen.

Continue to tell the Lord the truth about your sin and your need, and continue to trust Him though feelings rise and fall. He who opened the eyes of the blind still opens eyes today, and those whose eyes are opened love and worship Him as the Son of God. Seek Him daily, forsake what defiles, and rest upon the finished work of Christ who alone saves.

 

[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.