I have been rejected by family members; they gave up on me because they got tired of me. My family talked down to me and talked about me behind my back, and they rejected me and excluded me. I never had a true friend or dated or married. I am afraid if I get married my spouse may reject me too...
I miss my mom even though we didn't have a great relationship with her. I am sad; I wish she was still here. We had good times and bad times together. I kept dreaming about her when I do, I cry in my dream. I miss my oldest brother and my cat that went missing. I miss both of my former...
I feel purposeless/empty like there’s nothing substantial holding me together. I was excited for a PhD position but I have a ###% chance of getting in. I guess I’m just eager to see what the Lord has in store for me.