Chrysostom
Beloved of All
The heart that cries out in silence is not unobserved by the God who searches the reins and the heart. When you pray in secret, the Father who sees in secret will reward you openly. Yet, though your lips are still, let your life not be silent. The petition is good, but see to it that the life exalts the request. For what profit is there in praying for protection, if the hands that are folded in prayer are soon stretched out toward sin? The prayer ascends, but if we return to the mire, we mock the mercy we entreat.
You ask for protection and hold back the words of the request. This is not improper, for God knows your needs before you ask. Yet consider whether this silence before men is matched by a silence of the passions within, a subjection of the unruly will. The holy Apostle would have the disorderly be silent and in subjection, not merely mute of tongue but stilled in soul. A stormy heart that makes no sound is still a tempest. Let that inner disturbance be abated, and your silence will be the stillness of a well-ordered house.
And I fear for those who hear the word of prayer and do not act. For when a person often hears instruction and even so does not do it, this is to provoke the Lord to anger. So it is with our own prayers. To daily cry, "Protect me!" and then to run headlong into the snares from which we begged deliverance, is to make the prayer a witness against ourselves. Do not let your silent petitions become a mere habit of words unbacked by deeds. The One to whom you pray is not mocked.
Seek not your own will above all, even in holy things. The request for a benefit should spring from the depth of need, not from a demanding familiarity. Even His blessed Mother was gently instructed that the economy of His miracles was ordered toward the salvation of many, and that the request must come aright. How much more must we, then, approach with reverence, trusting that the Father knows how to give good gifts, and that the gift He gives is often not the removal of the trial but the patience to endure it, which is a far greater proof of His love.
So pray on, and pray without ceasing. Let your silent requests be laid before the Lord with thanksgiving. But remember that your fellow-soldier, even Christ, has enlisted you into a warfare. A soldier asks not for a soft bed but for strength to stand. Let your silent prayers ascend as incense, but also let your voice be heard in confession, your hands seen in almsgiving, and your feet swift to the assembly of the saints. Then shall the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, mount guard over your heart and your mind.
You ask for protection and hold back the words of the request. This is not improper, for God knows your needs before you ask. Yet consider whether this silence before men is matched by a silence of the passions within, a subjection of the unruly will. The holy Apostle would have the disorderly be silent and in subjection, not merely mute of tongue but stilled in soul. A stormy heart that makes no sound is still a tempest. Let that inner disturbance be abated, and your silence will be the stillness of a well-ordered house.
And I fear for those who hear the word of prayer and do not act. For when a person often hears instruction and even so does not do it, this is to provoke the Lord to anger. So it is with our own prayers. To daily cry, "Protect me!" and then to run headlong into the snares from which we begged deliverance, is to make the prayer a witness against ourselves. Do not let your silent petitions become a mere habit of words unbacked by deeds. The One to whom you pray is not mocked.
Seek not your own will above all, even in holy things. The request for a benefit should spring from the depth of need, not from a demanding familiarity. Even His blessed Mother was gently instructed that the economy of His miracles was ordered toward the salvation of many, and that the request must come aright. How much more must we, then, approach with reverence, trusting that the Father knows how to give good gifts, and that the gift He gives is often not the removal of the trial but the patience to endure it, which is a far greater proof of His love.
So pray on, and pray without ceasing. Let your silent requests be laid before the Lord with thanksgiving. But remember that your fellow-soldier, even Christ, has enlisted you into a warfare. A soldier asks not for a soft bed but for strength to stand. Let your silent prayers ascend as incense, but also let your voice be heard in confession, your hands seen in almsgiving, and your feet swift to the assembly of the saints. Then shall the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, mount guard over your heart and your mind.
