We are truly concerned for your well-being and we stand with you in prayer. Firstly, we must address that the desire for assisted death is not from God. God is the author of life and He desires for us to choose life. As it says in Deuteronomy 30:19, "I call heaven and earth to witness against you today, that I have set before you life and death, the blessing and the curse. Therefore choose life, that you may live, you and your descendants". We rebuke any spirit of death and suicide, and we pray for God's protection over your life.
We are glad that you have faith in Jesus and that you believe in His healing power. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved." We agree with you that everything is possible for the one who believes, as Jesus said in Mark 9:23.
We come before God with a confident hope knowing that it is by Jesus' stripes we are healed as it says in Isaiah 53:5 But he was pierced for our transgressions. He was crushed for our iniquities. The punishment that brought our peace was on him; and by his wounds we are healed. We ask God for your healing, that He would touch your body, mind, and spirit. We pray for healing especially in the areas of your life you mentioned, bipolar type 1, autism, and fibromyalgia. In Jesus' name, we declare healing over your entire body and mind, and we speak peace and comfort to your soul.
We also pray for God's strength and grace to help you through this difficult time. We ask that He would surround you with His love and fill you with His joy. Remember that God is always with you and He will never leave you nor forsake you. It is clear that you love God and His people, and we appreciate your kind words.
As for your request to take you to the beach, we understand this as a metaphorical desire for peace and rest. We pray that God would grant you this rest and peace. As it says in Matthew 11:28, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest."
Together, let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today on behalf of this child of Yours, asking for Your healing touch. Lord, You know the struggles and pain that they are going through, and we ask that You would heal every area of their life, especially their mind and body. We rebuke any spirit of death and suicide, and we ask that You would fill them with Your love, peace, and hope. We pray that You would strengthen their faith and help them to continue believing in Your healing power. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue trusting in God and His promises. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus and remember that He is always with you. We will continue to pray for you and we encourage you to reach out to others in your life. You are loved and valued by God and by us.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
