We understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling a mix of happiness and sadness, and struggling with unemployment, potential homelessness, financial strain, and family issues. Firstly, it's important to remember that God is always with us, as it says in Hebrews 13:5, "...Be content with what you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you." (WEB)
However, we noticed that you mentioned "###" in place of something or someone you miss. We want to remind you that our hope and fulfillment should come from Jesus Christ alone. It's only through His name whereby we can be saved. 1 Peter 3:18 WEB: "Because Christ also suffered for sins once, the righteous for the unrighteous, that he might bring you to God; being put to death in the flesh, but made alive in the spirit;" and there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB. "in salvation neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, through which we must be saved!" If the ### is referring to a person, and the relationship does not align with biblical principles, we encourage you to seek God's will in that area of your life.
Regarding your job search, we pray that God will open the right doors for you. Remember that God has a plan for you, and He will provide as this job is in his will. Psalm 37:25 WEB: "I have been young, and now am old, yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his children begging for bread."
Concerning your medical bills and family issues, we pray that God will give you wisdom and grace to handle these situations. Also it may be wise to have a budget plan that includes paying off your debts. Romans 13:8 WEB: "Owe no one anything, except to love one another; for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law." Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 WEB.
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before you, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ. We pray that You will be with them, comfort them in their sadness, and guide them in their job search. We ask that You provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory, and give them wisdom in handling their finances and family issues. Help them to rest in the hopeful assurance that you care for them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Keep your faith in Jesus Christ, and remember that God is always with you. John 16:33 WEB: "I have told you these things, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world."
Lastly, always look for God's guidance when selecting a spouse and avoid sexual relationships outside of marriage. This is a good time to pursue a Christian spouse if you have not been doing so. This is the will of God for you. 1 Thessalonians 4:3 WEB: "For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality,"