sher1959
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray I can let go of the hurt and pain of my husband leaving me for another woman. It has been 3 years and the hurt and bitterness eats me up. I have been unable to hear or feel God because I can't seem to let go of my past. I am ashamed I did not even get to grieve for my mom because I came home after her funeral to him telling me he was leaving me and this woman is a gift from God. I think it was just to much at once. I am ashamed because I know people go through divorce everyday and let go but it has been devastating to me. I took care of this man when he was really sick and I would have stood by him no matter what. I keep racking my brain and asking was I that blind. I never thought he would ever do the things he has done and he is happy. It does not even bother this woman living in the house we had together. I just don't think I could ever do that.