papa
Humble Prayer Warrior
Please pray for us. Please make my husband understand and be loveable and peaceful. Help him understand I am also a human being. Even though he might do all the work, I need some time to myself. He goes to play, has to have time to socialize, and I try my best to support him ....but nothing I do is good enough. If my little son does not eat, it is my fault. If he does not do his homework, it is my fault. If he cannot find his glasses, it is my fault. He insults me in front of everybody and kids... God, I don't understand ... what more can I do... if I am so useless, why do you have me alive... so many people in this world are fighting for life... they deserve to be alive... their family needs them. Why don't you take my life and help those folks survive. My presence or absence makes no effect on his life. I cannot leave him and go... be a burden on my mom... my dad will never forgive... my hope is my kids... but if he can do everything very perfectly... take my breath away... or make him understand. Bless us, bring happiness and peace into this family.
