please pray for my depression.and suicidal thoughts
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LostAgain123
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I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.
BLESSITONE
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...I WILL STAY ON BENDING KNESS & BENDED ELBOWS ON YOUR BEHALF IN JESUS NAME
HopelessOne7
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I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.
anonymous4742
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I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.
Don
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John 14:6 Jesus said unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes unto the Father, but by me.
John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.
John 3:18 He that believeth on him(JESUS) is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
Acts 3:19 Repent therefore and be converted that your sins may be blotted out, that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord.(Jesus)
My wife MerciMe and I are praying now for your request in Jesus name.
John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.
John 3:18 He that believeth on him(JESUS) is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
Acts 3:19 Repent therefore and be converted that your sins may be blotted out, that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord.(Jesus)
My wife MerciMe and I are praying now for your request in Jesus name.
LostAgain123
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I'm not sure if I'm the best person to talk or if my advice is the best but here goes. I was where you were at twice. I felt like giving up cause I in a blink of an eye my wife left me and she took my son, the house, and dog. Everything I worked hard for in my life is gone. My wife treats me like I have leprosy. I never cheated, hit her, or gotten anyway violent. I'm barely a part time father. When I spend time with my son he's asking for other people or to go home. Most of my friends either mock me or have gone betrayed me by taking her side. I worked hard to buy a nice two story house with a pool now that is occupied by her, her family, and some of her friends. While I lay down on a futon at a friend's house she goes out and parties with people I considered friends. So everything I own in gone. 3 months ago I was on top of the world and I'm at where I'm at now.
I'm a saved again Christian but I came to God during tragedy. I will tell you how I struggle following Christ not to discourage you but you let you know that someone feels your pain. You may hear people say "it'll get better just hold on" but that left me bitter. Not everybody understands that suicide is coping when the pain NOW is TOO MUCH to bear. There are a lot of bible verses that people would try to comfort me with but it didnt help. God promises you that he has plans to make you prosper. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. It was difficult to hear those cause it doesn't take away the pain now and it was difficult to be thankful when you feel you have nothing worth living for.
I spent weeks doubting God's love. I asked God if my sins where too great for him to forgive me. I thought God was purposely pushing me to the point of suicide. I got angry at him asking him to just leave me alone and let me live my life the way I want cause following his path is too much pain to bear.
So what pulled me out of it? I'm still struggling with it all but I think I'm moving forward. I talked to someone and that helped but it didnt solve anything. First thing I did was write down a list of my sins. I asked for forgiveness for my sins I confessed and the ones I didnt know. I then said "please just give me hope and wisdom". I just want something that gives me hope while my life was getting worse and worse. Yesterday I let some pain go and said "what I want can't and wont make me happy". I put my old life as an idol to making me happy and I now giving up on my marriage. I'm struggling with if God wants me to keep standing for my marriage despite the hurt or if I can just walk away.
Sorry that I can't tell you my life is great. I can only speak as someone struggling with those thoughts but I'm one step ahead of where I was last week.
I'm a saved again Christian but I came to God during tragedy. I will tell you how I struggle following Christ not to discourage you but you let you know that someone feels your pain. You may hear people say "it'll get better just hold on" but that left me bitter. Not everybody understands that suicide is coping when the pain NOW is TOO MUCH to bear. There are a lot of bible verses that people would try to comfort me with but it didnt help. God promises you that he has plans to make you prosper. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. It was difficult to hear those cause it doesn't take away the pain now and it was difficult to be thankful when you feel you have nothing worth living for.
I spent weeks doubting God's love. I asked God if my sins where too great for him to forgive me. I thought God was purposely pushing me to the point of suicide. I got angry at him asking him to just leave me alone and let me live my life the way I want cause following his path is too much pain to bear.
So what pulled me out of it? I'm still struggling with it all but I think I'm moving forward. I talked to someone and that helped but it didnt solve anything. First thing I did was write down a list of my sins. I asked for forgiveness for my sins I confessed and the ones I didnt know. I then said "please just give me hope and wisdom". I just want something that gives me hope while my life was getting worse and worse. Yesterday I let some pain go and said "what I want can't and wont make me happy". I put my old life as an idol to making me happy and I now giving up on my marriage. I'm struggling with if God wants me to keep standing for my marriage despite the hurt or if I can just walk away.
Sorry that I can't tell you my life is great. I can only speak as someone struggling with those thoughts but I'm one step ahead of where I was last week.
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