Long past time for this stupid piece if sh*t useless eater to exist anymore. I'm just taking up space and resources needed by others. Do me and them a favor and end my life ASAP, preferably peacefully and painlessly and without taking anyone else with me. Would also appreciate minimal mess...
It is a safe place to vent and get empathetic feedback from people who care. Empathy seems to be in short supply nowadays. Thanks for caring, even as I feel completely alone, abandoned by even "God".
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again to end my suffering.