Luzmarak
Prayer Partner
Please pray for me: Im having problems as Im trying to focus on reality as there is problems rising up within me that I feel I have to deal with that is having me a lot of questions and confusion. I cannot talk to anyone and people have they own problems. Its like i have this emotions and stuff that I have to deal with and then I have to set it aside. I want clearance. There is alot of sexual encounters that I had when I was young and i dont know what to make of it. Is it sexual stuff that is coming down the bloodlines, open doors. Something that I watched when I was a small girl. Or was I Actually touched by someone. Meybe my brains does not want to relive that trauma. Feel I was sensitively touched. I So badly wane talk to my mother. But she gets mad when I start talking about the past.