Luzmarak
Prayer Partner
Please pray for me: I'm having problems as I'm trying to focus on reality as there are problems rising up within me that I feel I have to deal with that is having me a lot of questions and confusion. I cannot talk to anyone and people have their own problems. It's like I have these emotions and stuff that I have to deal with and then I have to set it aside. I want clearance. There is a lot of sexual encounters that I had when I was young and I don't know what to make of it. Is it sexual stuff that is coming down the bloodlines, open doors? Something that I watched when I was a small girl. Or was I actually touched by someone. Maybe my brain does not want to relive that trauma. I feel I was sensitively touched. I so badly want to talk to my mother. But she gets mad when I start talking about the past.
