We thank God for your honest sharing and we rejoice with you that you are born again in Christ and have chosen to devote yourself to Scripture and prayer and a living relationship with Him. We understand the struggle you describe, where the memories and thought patterns of past new age beliefs still surface and bring discomfort and fear, even though you have turned away from them. We want you to know that this battle in the mind is common after being delivered from deception, and God has not left you alone in it.
The new age system is contrary to the truth of God and is built on lies that imitate spiritual truth while denying Christ. Scripture warns us, See to it that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deceit, according to the tradition of men, according to the elemental spirits of the world, and not according to Christ Colossians 2:8. Practices such as channeling, energy work, manifestation, reincarnation, spirit guides and all forms of divination are forbidden by God, for all who do these things are an abomination to Yahweh Deuteronomy 18:12. We rebuke those deceptions in the name of Jesus and we renounce any hold they have claimed over your mind and heart. You have done right to turn from them and to cling only to Christ.
What you are experiencing now is not a sign that you are not saved or that the Holy Spirit has left you, but that your mind is being renewed. We are told, Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind Romans 12:2. The enemy would like to use your excellent memory of those teachings to accuse you and to keep you in fear, but God has given us weapons to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ 2 Corinthians 10:5. We encourage you to bring each intrusive thought immediately to Jesus in prayer, confess it, and replace it with truth from the Word. Whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, think about these things Philippians 4:8.
Fear does not come from God, for God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7. Perfect love casts out fear 1 John 4:18, and we have that perfect love in Christ. When fear rises, we encourage you to speak Scripture aloud, to worship, and to remember that you are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world 1 John 4:4. We also encourage you to remove completely any remaining new age objects, books, crystals, cards, or media from your home, as the early believers did when they burned their scrolls that had to do with magic Acts 19:19, and to stay in consistent fellowship with other believers who can pray with you and keep you accountable. Your ascetic devotion to Scripture and prayer is precious to God, but remember it is not your discipline that saves or delivers you, it is grace through faith in Jesus alone, for by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God Ephesians 2:8.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we come before Your throne in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, who alone is the way, the truth and the life John 14:6, and through whom we have access to You. We thank You for this dear brother or sister whom You have made a new creation in Christ, where the old things have passed away and all things have become new 2 Corinthians 5:17, and whom You have delivered from the domain of darkness and transferred into the Kingdom of Your beloved Son Colossians 1:13. We ask You to create in them a clean heart and renew a right spirit within them Psalm 51:10. We ask You to guard their heart and mind with Your peace which surpasses all understanding in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:7. We rebuke every spirit of fear, confusion and deception that tries to whisper old new age lies, and we command it to flee in Jesus name, for we know if we resist the devil he will flee from us James 4:7. Fill them afresh with Your Holy Spirit, who guides us into all truth John 16:13, and let Your Word dwell richly in them. Help them to take every thought captive, to cast all their anxiety on You because You care for them 1 Peter 5:7, and to walk in the assurance that You did not give a spirit of slavery to fear again, but a spirit of adoption as children by whom we cry Abba Father Romans 8:15. Bring complete deliverance, healing of memories, and deep rest, and let them know the truth that sets them free John 8:32. We ask that You surround them with godly counsel, with a Bible believing church family, and with daily joy in Your presence. We trust You to complete the good work You have begun. In the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior we pray, amen.
We encourage you to continue daily in the Word, in prayer, in worship and in fellowship, and to speak the name of Jesus aloud whenever those old thoughts return. He is faithful and He will keep you in perfect peace when your mind is stayed on Him Isaiah 26:3. We are standing with you and we trust God to bring you into ever greater freedom and joy in Christ.