Please pray for me (battling inner demons...PTSD, ...

[Inked Soul]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

Thank you for the prayer and TY so much for posting that video link. I just finished watching it, and I never really thought about my current situation like that. Maybe this is all a test or something from God. Although the accident left me in a lot of physical pains (fractured ribs, minor brain damage, scars), it mostly left me in a lot of mental pain. To this day I still have no idea who hit my car (Supposedly it was a drunk driver that left me for dead on the side of the road) and I constantly think about the accident because the scars it left me with. Whoever the driver was that did it...I forgive them...and this accident really opened up my eyes to what it's like to really need help. I'm used to being the one that responds to 911 emergency calls and God turned me into a Patient. Maybe I'm meant to beat these mental demons on day and maybe I'm meant to meet others and help them fight their inner demons as well.TY again for the post and I hope you have a Blessed day.

 

[Brother James]

Thank you so much for the reply! Thank you for the recommended verses and I plan on studying them, memorizing them, and reading them. It's so frustrating and difficult dealing with these mental demons between my PTSD, Depression, and Insomnia, and there are some days in which I feel as though "what's the point?", "Noone is going to understand me", "I'm always going to be alone". The most difficult aspect of my traumatic event is the fact that A) The night the accident occured, I wasn't supposed to work that night. The co-worker I decided to cover that night, tried to get me fired the 1st week I started working there, and I heard that she needed a day off to spend time with her daughter. I always read scripture and I recall reading the bible the night she tried to intentionally get me fired, and remember reading the "turn the over check and pray for our ememies", and I ended up working the shift for her and being kind towards her instead. B) I was hospitalized for a week as a result of the accident, and I recall literrally everything about that day up until I stopped at that red light by my father's house (I remember what I said to everyone that day, what I ate for Breakfast and lunch, the song I was listening to on the radio, the weather, everthing). The accident left me with scars all over my arms and chest, brain damage that left me with a seizure condition, PTSD, Depression (I feel hopeless, and sad also because a friend of mine died in a car crash before I moved to this new state and I couldnt attend his funeral..I feel extremely helpless), Insomia (Like 8 times out of 10 .... when I finally fall asleep I have an intense nightmare about the accident).
I'm sorry again for the long reply but I promise to read those verses and to try my best to stay connected to God's word. I feel Blessed to still be alive, and I feel Blessed to have a few people in my life showing me support and people on here showing support as well. TY so much and I hope you have a Blessed day

Matthew 6 is where Jesus says to us take no thought for your life. I read that before many times and even the day I was going to end my life I didn't have complete understanding of it as I thought it meant take no thoughts period where later I learned to think about Jesus, my brothers and sisters etc. I know about PTSD and I know the cure for all of our ailments is to not let ourselves think about ourselves. If others only knew the pains that we all go through, Jesus does, Thank You Lord Jesus! If I can be cured from a fractured vertebra, a bone chipped in my ankle, a broken heart by honoring Jesus and ceasing to think about myself anyone can

It is something that I seemed to have to force myself to do! I wasn't really asking to be healed. The many accidents I had were mainly from being crazy as it was, like a Hollywood stuntman. I knew by ending my life that I was about to be right in front of Jesus and me looking for help one last time from Him, I was ready to end my life by taking no thoughts but even though I understood it wrong Jesus blessed me with His reward for doing what He instructs, Thank You Lord Jesus!

Keep me posted on how that works out for you

 

[Heather<3]

Please pray for me (battling inner demons...PTSD, Insomnia and Depression) Long story short the past couple of days have been rough for me mentally when it comes to what I’m dealing with mentally. I constantly beat myself up mentally and I want to enjoy this new chapter of my life (I recently moved, have a new job lined up now and have the ability to explore an amazing new city). God Blessed me with these things but I feel as though I’m constantly doubting my self, and feel stuck in regards to my PSTD. I’ve been having very intense nightmares the past week in regards to getting into another near fatal car accident, and I feel frustrated with myself constantly because I’m not as adventurous and energetic as I used to be before the event occurred. I’ve literally spent 10 years of my life helping others while working 911 in the Healthcare field and I can’t believe I’m saying this but I need help right now internally. PTSD is such a difficult thing to live with and it has poisoned certain areas of my life tremendously. The accident occurred a year ago and I’ve only been getting 3 1/2 to 4 hours of sleep a night. My relationship with certain people in my life isn’t the same because they don’t understand what’s it’s like to have PTSD and I feel “stuck” and sad most of the time. Reading the Bible has helped me immensely and I feel as though I should connect with other believers more frequently. Please pray for me to help me beat my PTSD and please recommend some morale boosting & positive Pslams for me (My favorite psalm = Psalms 97:11 and my favorite scripture = Matthew 5:16 and Romans 8:6)

Lord we ask that you heal your child. We pray that you lead and guide them to an amazing church that will bring them around other believers. We pray that the anguish of their soul be released. We pray against fear. We ask that you bring peace and joy! We pray Psalms 91 over their life. In Jesus name. Amen.

 

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