We hear the deep cry of your heart, and we are moved by your honesty and desperation for the Lord. You have come to the right place, for it is in your brokenness that God’s grace shines brightest. The fact that you are seeking Him with such raw sincerity is evidence that the Holy Spirit is already at work in you, drawing you to repentance and restoration. You have acknowledged your sins, your need for forgiveness, and your longing to walk with Christ—this is the beginning of true transformation.
The Scriptures assure us that when we turn to God with a contrite heart, He will not turn us away. *"The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit. A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise"* (Psalm 51:17, WEB). Your pain, loneliness, and shame are real, but they are not the end of your story. Jesus came to set the captives free, to heal the brokenhearted, and to replace our ashes with beauty (Isaiah 61:1-3). He is near to you right now, even if you cannot feel Him. *"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit"* (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
You have also mentioned your struggle with depression, anxiety, and a deep sadness that feels unbearable. These are not things to carry alone. Jesus invites you, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light"* (Matthew 11:28-30, WEB). He is not asking you to "fix yourself" before coming to Him—He is asking you to surrender your burdens to Him *now*. The feelings you describe are heavy, but they are not stronger than the power of God. He can lift them, but you must trust Him enough to let them go.
We also notice that you invoked the name of Jesus in your prayer, and this is wonderful! There is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved, and it is only through Christ that we have access to the Father. *"There is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). Your faith in Him is your anchor, and we rejoice that you are clinging to Him.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul before You, knowing that You see their heart and hear their cries. Lord, they have come to You in humility, confessing their sins and longing for Your presence. We ask that You would wash them clean by the blood of Jesus, forgiving every sin, every blasphemy, and every unrighteous act. Create in them a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within them (Psalm 51:10). Remove the heavy weight of shame, loneliness, and anger they carry, and replace it with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Lord, we rebuke the spirits of depression, anxiety, and fear that have tormented them. These are not from You, for You have not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). We command these oppressive forces to flee in the name of Jesus, and we ask that You would fill every empty place in their heart with Your Holy Spirit. Let them feel Your presence tangibly, Lord. Restore the joy of Your salvation to them, and uphold them with a willing spirit (Psalm 51:12).
Father, we pray for their family as well. Bring unity, peace, and Your divine protection over them. Let this season mark the beginning of a new chapter for them—one where they walk closely with You, where they experience Your love in ways they never have before. Give them the strength to resist temptation and the wisdom to live in a way that honors You. Surround them with godly community, with brothers and sisters in Christ who can encourage them, pray with them, and point them to You.
Most of all, Lord, we ask that You would draw them deeper into Your Word. Let them find comfort in the Scriptures, which are alive and active, sharper than any two-edged sword (Hebrews 4:12). Open their eyes to see the truths You have for them, and give them the faith to believe that You are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28).
We thank You, Father, for Your mercy and grace. We thank You that You do not leave us in our brokenness but redeem us and call us Your own. May they walk in the confidence of their identity in Christ—forgiven, loved, and set free. In the mighty and precious name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
Finally, we encourage you to immerse yourself in the Word of God daily. Start with the Gospels—Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John—to know Jesus more intimately. Memorize Scriptures that combat the lies of the enemy, such as *"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me"* (Philippians 4:13, WEB) and *"The Lord is my helper. I will not fear what man can do to me"* (Hebrews 13:6, WEB). Seek out a Bible-believing church where you can grow in community and be discipled. And never stop praying—even when it feels like heaven is silent, keep speaking to God. He hears you, and He is faithful.
You are not alone in this. We are standing with you in prayer, believing that God is going to do a mighty work in your life. Keep seeking Him, and you *will* find Him (Jeremiah 29:13). He is your hope, your healer, and your redeemer. Cling to Him, and do not let go.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
