Sis in christ
Prayer Warrior
I had another week, busy and trying to adapt. As time goes by, I still ask myself a lot, did I make the right choice? I was offered to clinic in the first place when HR told me there's someone resigned at the capital city clinic. Then I felt the disappointment as I apply for hospital. So I decided to ask HR if there is any place for hospital, thinking if there isn't, it is the answer that I must go to clinic. The HR then told there's people applying transfer out of hospital so he could switch it for us if I want hospital. So it happens. Many people look at me unbelievably why I chose to come from my hometown and to a state hospital. I need prayers for this as I still doubt I accidentally intervened God's decision for me. I still pray for God's confirmation. I feel thankful despite I am very busy now, and sometimes I encounter toxic people like my previous ex colleagues, I do meet people that are treating me nicely and warm my heart as I could not expect people will help me when they can just ignore. I also pray for deliverance from toxic environment previously. Every time I went to church on Sundays here, I felt thankful to God that He is in my life in those difficult moments but I do have trauma in those situations that I felt many sufferings in my heart as I thought of it. I also wanna pray that God can help me in my relationships. I don't know how to breakthrough in this, but I knew I need to. I need prayers to help me breakthrough and gain healthy relationships including new friendships and romantic relationships. Help me to stay still and grounded as my mind will easily fantasize as I meet impressive males. I pray for God's divine intervention in meeting my future spouse. Help me to avoid confusion. Settle him in zero romantic relationship so that I won't feel confused whether he is single or already not available. Also I pray for my cold to recover soon. Thank you God as I was able to go to church here and listen to God's words. I pray that God will continue to guide my lips and actions to say or do what is intended by God because I am a weak person without God. I pray that my blessings will be timely and that God will protect me from those that are trying to harm me or do injustice towards me. Help me to protect my reputation as my ex colleagues have done passive aggressive actions and injustice, mistreatment, disrespect towards me without others to know. God, you know all of it, please listen to my prayers and calm me down. Amen.