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Pray for me please. ###. ###. I was diagnosed with brain damage from drinking alcohol after my husband disappeared. We hired a private investigator. They found my husband married and living in Canada. I drank so much alcohol I was arrested for public intoxication. Fired from my job of over 30 years. Escorted out of the office without any of my personal possessions by an armed security guard. Had to walk home. I was hospitalized. Finally my sister put me in a nursing home and told me I deserved to die. My daughters brought me home. I’m not living. Just alive. I am on camera. Inside and outside. If my sister sees me leave she texts me cruel words threatening me. I hurt her and she can’t forgive me. I need help. I want to live. Pray for me. Please ask God to put his hands on my sister’s soul and help her forgive me and let me go. Pray. Please pray. ###. ###.
 
We hear your cry, dear sister in Christ, and we lift you up with heavy hearts before the throne of grace. The pain you’ve endured, betrayal, loss, shame, and physical suffering, is more than any one person should bear. Yet we know that our God is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). You are not forgotten, and you are not beyond His healing touch.

First, we must address the weight of sin in this situation, not to condemn, but to call you to the freedom that only Christ can bring. The Bible is clear that drunkenness is a sin (Ephesians 5:18, Proverbs 20:1), and it leads to destruction, as you’ve tragically experienced. But where sin abounds, grace abounds much more (Romans 5:20). The Lord does not delight in your suffering; He longs to restore you. Confess this sin to Him, and He is faithful and just to forgive you and cleanse you from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). Your worth is not defined by your mistakes but by the blood of Jesus, who died to redeem you.

Your husband’s betrayal is a grievous wound, one that no earthly court can fully mend. But God sees your tears, and He hates the treachery of adultery (Malachi 2:16). We pray that He would expose any hidden sin in your husband’s life and bring him to repentance, not for your sake alone, but for his own soul. Yet we must also remind you that your healing cannot depend on his actions. Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19), and He will repay. Your responsibility is to forgive as you have been forgiven (Colossians 3:13), even if that forgiveness feels impossible right now. It is a process, and the Holy Spirit will help you.

The cruelty of your sister’s words cuts deep, and we grieve with you. Forgiveness is not a feeling; it is a choice, and it is commanded by God (Matthew 6:14-15). But we also recognize that her bitterness is a prison of its own. We rebuke the spirit of unforgiveness in her life and command it to loose its grip in Jesus’ name. Father, soften her heart toward her sister. Let her see you in this situation, and let her extend the same grace that you have shown her. We pray that she would be set free from the bondage of resentment, for her own sake as much as yours.

You mentioned that you are not living, only alive. But Jesus came that you might have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10). Your current circumstances do not define your future. The God who formed you in your mother’s womb (Psalm 139:13) is not finished with you yet. He can restore what has been stolen, your health, your dignity, your purpose. We declare healing over your body, mind, and spirit. The same power that raised Christ from the dead lives in you (Romans 8:11), and it is greater than any damage done to your brain or your heart.

You are under surveillance, trapped by fear and the threats of your sister. But perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18). We rebuke the spirit of intimidation and command it to leave you in Jesus’ name. You are not a prisoner; you are a child of the Most High God, and He has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). We pray for divine intervention, perhaps a door opening for you to leave that environment, or for your sister to have a change of heart. But even if that does not happen immediately, we declare that you are not alone. The Lord goes before you and behind you; He hems you in on every side (Psalm 139:5).

Your daughters brought you home, and we thank God for their love. They are a testament to His faithfulness, even in the darkest times. We pray that they would continue to be a source of strength and encouragement for you, and that you would be a light to them as well. May your home be a place of healing, not just for you, but for your entire family.

Now, we must address something critical: your prayer did not mention the name of Jesus. There is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). If you have never surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so now. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). He is the way, the truth, and the life. Without Him, there is no true healing, no lasting peace, and no eternal hope.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who is broken in body, mind, and spirit. Lord, You see her pain, her shame, and her desperation. You know the betrayal she has endured, the sins she has committed, and the cruelty she has faced. But You are the God who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). We ask You to touch her body and restore her health. Heal the damage done by alcohol, and renew her mind by the power of Your Holy Spirit.

Father, we rebuke the spirit of addiction in her life. Break its hold over her, and set her free from the chains of drunkenness. Give her the strength to resist temptation and the wisdom to seek help. Surround her with godly people who will support her in her recovery.

Lord, we pray for her husband. Expose his sin, and bring him to repentance. Let him taste the bitterness of his own choices, and may he turn to You for forgiveness and restoration. But we also pray that You would help our sister release him into Your hands. Let her find her identity and her hope in You alone, not in his return or his repentance.

Father, we lift up her sister to You. We rebuke the spirit of bitterness and unforgiveness in her life. Soften her heart, Lord. Let her see the pain she is causing and the bondage she is living in. Help her to forgive as You have forgiven her, and let her extend grace to her sister. Break the cycle of cruelty, and replace it with Your love.

We declare freedom over our sister’s life. We command every spirit of fear, intimidation, and despair to leave her in the name of Jesus. You have not given her a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. Let her walk in that truth. Open doors for her to leave her current situation, if that is Your will, and provide for her needs. Give her purpose and hope for the future.

Lord, if she has not yet surrendered her life to You, we pray that she would do so now. Draw her to Yourself, and let her know the depth of Your love for her. Let her experience Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, and let her walk in the freedom that only You can provide.

We thank You, Father, that You are a God who restores. You take the broken pieces of our lives and make them whole. We trust You to do that for our sister. Strengthen her, encourage her, and let her know that she is not alone. You are with her, and You will never leave her nor forsake her (Hebrews 13:5).

In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.

Dear sister, you are not forgotten. You are not beyond hope. The same God who parted the Red Sea, who raised Lazarus from the dead, and who conquered sin and death on the cross is able to restore you. He is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that you could ask or think (Ephesians 3:20). But you must take the first step toward Him. Surrender your life, your pain, and your future to Jesus. Let Him be your healer, your deliverer, and your hope.

Seek out a Bible-believing church where you can find support and accountability. If you are not already in one, ask the Lord to lead you to a community of believers who will walk with you in your healing journey. The road ahead may not be easy, but it is not impossible. With God, all things are possible (Matthew 19:26).

We will continue to pray for you. You are loved, you are valued, and you have a purpose. Do not give up. The Lord is fighting for you, even when you cannot see it. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6).
 
We can hardly imagine the weight of all you’ve endured, the betrayal, the loss of your career and your health, the cutting words from your sister, and the feeling of being watched and controlled. It’s no wonder you say you’re just alive, not living. We’re so sorry. And we’re glad your daughters brought you home; that is a gift.

You asked us to pray that your sister would forgive and release you. That’s a heavy longing. While you can’t force her heart to change, you can bring your own guilt and your deep desire for freedom to God. He knows both the hurt you caused and the cruel weight she has laid on you. Her words that you deserve to die are not His truth about you. You matter, and your longing to live again is something He placed there.

A practical step: we’d encourage you to keep following up with medical professionals about the brain damage and any ongoing symptoms. That kind of care is not a failure of faith, it’s a way to cooperate with God’s healing.

Also, you don’t have to carry this alone. Could you share some of what you’re feeling with a trusted Christian friend, a pastor, or a counselor? Sometimes saying it out loud to a warm, safe person can begin to lift the isolation.

We’re praying with you:

Jesus, we lift up this precious woman right now. She’s broken and worn down, yet she wants to live. Please heal her brain and body, and give her doctors wisdom. Let her know in her bones that she is not forgotten. Guard her from the daily sting of threats and cameras, and bring a deep sense of safety to her home. For her sister, we ask for a softening, not because it’s earned, but because You are the God who can mend what seems unmendable. Help our sister to release the burden of this fractured relationship into Your hands, and open a door for her to experience hope and fresh purpose. In Your name, Amen.
 
You are in the deep water now, and the waves have nearly covered you. I hear it in your words, you speak of being only alive, not living. But let me tell you something: the fact that you are still here, still crying out, still wanting to live, that is a sign that Christ has His hand upon you. A ship in a storm may be battered until the crew think they are perishing, but while there is breath there is hope, and while there is prayer there is a God who bends low to hear.

You have been given what feels like a black-edged envelope, the diagnosis, the arrest, the firing, the nursing home, your own sister saying you deserve to die. That envelope seems to contain nothing but death. But take it now in your hands and open it, for inside it the Lord has folded a love letter. The handwriting is His own. It says, “I have loved you with an everlasting love. I have not cast you away.”

You think your sins have ruined you beyond repair. You drank to drown a sorrow that was too heavy, and you did things you never imagined you would do. But listen to me: there is forgiveness. That is not a soft sentiment; it is the very heart of the Gospel. The Son of God let them pierce His hands and feet and side, and from those wounds a fountain flows that can wash away every stain, even the ones that shame you most. When you say, “I hurt her and she can’t forgive me,” Jesus says, “I have blotted out your transgressions for My own sake, and I will not remember your sins.” Your sister may hold a grudge, but your Savior holds out a clean heart.

You are watched by a camera, inside and out, and every text from your sister cuts like a knife. Yet there is another watching, the eye of your heavenly Father. He does not watch to threaten, but to keep. In the dark, a child may not see the father’s face, but she feels his hand holding hers, and that is enough. You cannot take a step that He does not see, and not one of those steps is outside the reach of His mercy. He can order them all, even now, the step from the bed to the chair, the quiet hours, the long remembering. He can make even this place a vineyard where He comes to meet you.

And about your sister, I will pray with you for her soul. The same Lord who stilled the raging of the sea can still the bitterness in her heart. Forgiveness is a hard thing; for her to let go, for you to endure, for the wounds to close, it all feels impossible. But with God nothing is impossible. Jesus prayed from the cross, “Father, forgive them.” That prayer reached you, and it can reach her too. Do not despair of the power of that blood-bought mercy. Even now the Spirit may be breathing upon the dry bones of that relationship, ready to raise what seems utterly dead.

You have been stripped of almost everything, your husband, your job of thirty years, even your personal possessions were left behind as you walked out under an armed guard. I will not pretend that is a little thing. But what no man can take from you is Christ. And He is the one treasure that makes a soul rich in spite of all poverty. In the nursing home, with the camera watching, you are no less precious to Him than on the day He thought of you before the world began.

Now lay your head upon His bosom. Let Him whisper, “But there is forgiveness with Me, that I may be feared.” That little “but” changes everything. It turns the thunder of judgment into the still small voice of love. You are not cast off. You are not forsaken. And you shall yet know what it is to live, to live in His smile, to live in His strength, to live as one who has been brought from the grave and set among the living by the hand that was nailed for you.

O Lord Jesus, You who are the Resurrection and the Life, draw near to this precious daughter of Yours. She is in a dry and thirsty land, but You are the fountain. Quicken her mortal body, heal the hidden hurt in her brain, and lift her head. Touch her sister’s soul with Your own gentle hand. Melt the hardness, break the chains, and let forgiveness flow between them like a river. And for her, O Lord, grant her to know that her sins are covered, her wounds are bound up, and her life is hid with Christ in God. Let her step out of the shadow and into Your marvellous light, for Your name’s sake. Amen.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 

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