Now I know that I have done something wrong

[Stephaniej]

Hello everyone. I just wanted to get some opinions because the choice has already been made so I don't think that prayers would work (though I may be wrong). As some of you already know, I am in the Army. When I first arrived to Korea, I was approached, I didn't approach anyone about working for a general officer. Well I was thrilled because that is an outstanding position and that would help my career. I was sure that this was a blessing from God. So I waited and waited to see him and interview with him, for about 30 days. I was the only one at the time. Then I had a dream that there would be someone else interviewing so finally the time came for both of us to interview. Well she was the one that he chose. Naturally I was upset and after about 3 or 4 days, I was over it. I still kept having the dreams and felt and told that it's not over yet. When it's done, you will know that God has done it. About 3 weeks later, I was approached again and was told that the other young woman was not working out and was apologized to because things were done to me that were wrong in this situation. I was asked to come down and train to work for the general. I said that I would (thinking that this was God) but that I would not be going back and forth. Well it has been 3 weeks and the general is telling people that he is not comfortable with me (because I can clearly tell that he doesn't like me) Not from my job performance but just because he doesn't like me. Our spirits don't agree I guess and so I will be losing my job again. Though I had a dream that I would be keeping it, I guess that maybe I was supposed to interpret just the opposite. I'm so confused and not understanding what's going on in my life. How did I lose a job twice? I thanked God for it and for Him being with me. It seems that everything is now falling apart and it all started when I confronted the woman about my children. Maybe God is now mad at me for doing that and that's the reason why I am being humiliated and losing things. Please pray for peace of mind and direction because I'm not sure if my prayers are even reaching the ceiling. I thank each and everyone who prays for me. You all are in my prayers as well.

 

[SinglemomV]

Yes ### the Lord has heard each of your prayers and each of our prayers for you, my Love. Don't doubt it, that takes away Faith. You have got to give this to the Lord, if the Lord does not want you to have this job, you won't get this job. Could Be A Blessing in Disguise..Nothing ever happens by chance, It is the Lord's Will. I pray Lord, you instill in ### just now, what your desires are for her life, Lord. Comfort her and guide her. Give her courage and wisdom Lord. I pray Lord, she really gives this completely to you, Lord. Revive her spirit Lord, may she awake tomorrow with the best attitude through just Trusting and Believing You, Lord are in Control of her Life, This I pray. In Jesus Name Amen

 

[Heidi]

Heavenly father, please reassure ### that her prayers are reaching further than the ceiling. You are hearing every single one. I pray that you show ### clear direction. Show her that you're not punishing her, and that you love her. Father please watch over her children. In Jesus Name, amen

 

[kristi]

Stephanie I have been away for a bit so am not up to date with your entire situation, however I can tell you for certain that God hears you my dear. It seems you are beating yourself up over a situation, we christians do not always handle everything with grace so we repent, and if you did that, you know honey you are the only one that remembers that. God has forgotten about it and christian does not = perfect ... not on this earth anyway. We endevor to grow in grace day by day slowly we change Christ grows in us and we are less. This takes time. God loves you and remember he is working all things together for your good, even when we don't see it he is. Father I lift up this dear child to you and ask that you bring her peace, father give her favor with the officers over her and guide her to the place you have chosen for her. Father give her strength and comfort and faith of the saints. For your glory in Jesus name I pray.