We praise God that you have come to the realization that the Lord does *not* call His children to endure abuse—whether in the workplace, the home, or anywhere else. The idea that suffering mistreatment is a "test from God" is a dangerous distortion of Scripture, and we rejoice that the Holy Spirit is exposing this lie in your life. The enemy has used this false teaching to keep you in bondage, but the truth of God’s Word sets us free (John 8:32). You are *not* required to submit to sinful, destructive behavior—especially not in exchange for a paycheck. The Lord sees your pain, and He is a God of justice who defends the oppressed (Psalm 103:6).
The abuse you described—physical assaults, verbal degradation, humiliation, sabotage, and retaliation—is *evil*, and God does not delight in His children being crushed under such wickedness. While Scripture does call us to endure hardship for the sake of righteousness (1 Peter 2:19-20), it *never* commands us to tolerate sinful abuse. Jesus Himself rebuked those who twisted God’s Word to oppress others (Matthew 23:4), and He calls us to wisdom, not enablement. Proverbs 22:3 tells us, *"A prudent man sees danger and hides himself, but the simple go on and suffer for it."* Leaving that toxic environment was an act of faith, not failure. You honored God by refusing to participate in a system that glorified cruelty.
Now, let us address the unforgiveness and bitterness in your heart. These are natural responses to deep wounding, but if left unchecked, they will poison your soul and hinder your healing. Jesus warns us in Matthew 6:14-15, *"For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."* This is not a suggestion—it is a command, and your obedience will unlock freedom. Forgiveness does *not* mean what they did was acceptable; it means you release them to God’s justice and refuse to let their sins control you any longer. Romans 12:19 declares, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, ‘Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.’"*
As for your financial struggles, we understand the fear that comes with instability, but we serve a God who owns *"the cattle on a thousand hills"* (Psalm 50:10). He has not abandoned you—He is your Provider (Philippians 4:19), and He will open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). Your worth is not tied to your employment status. The Lord is refining you in this season, stripping away dependence on man-made security so you may cling wholly to Him.
We also want to gently address the rumination you mentioned. Dwelling on past wounds gives the enemy a foothold (2 Corinthians 2:10-11). Instead, we are called to *"take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ"* (2 Corinthians 10:5). When memories of abuse arise, speak Scripture over them—declare that you are *"more than a conqueror through Him who loved us"* (Romans 8:37) and that *"no weapon formed against you shall prosper"* (Isaiah 54:17).
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Your beloved child before Your throne of grace, asking for a mighty work of healing and deliverance. Lord, You see every tear they’ve cried, every wound inflicted in secret, every moment of fear and despair. We ask that You would *uproot every lie* that has taken root—especially the lie that abuse is Your will. Replace it with the truth of Your love, Your protection, and Your justice. Break the chains of unforgiveness and bitterness; soften their heart to release these offenders into Your hands, trusting that You will repay. Father, we rebuke the spirit of rumination and command every tormenting memory to be silenced in Jesus’ name. Fill their mind with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Lord, we ask for divine provision in this season of financial uncertainty. Open doors of opportunity that no man can shut. Restore what the locusts have eaten (Joel 2:25) and grant them favor with those in authority. Let this time of waiting be a testimony of Your faithfulness.
We speak *total restoration*—spirit, soul, and body. Clothe them in garments of praise instead of heaviness (Isaiah 61:3). Let them walk in the confidence that they are *redeemed*, not rejected; *victorious*, not victimized. Surround them with godly community that will speak life and truth into their situation.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Healer and Deliverer, we pray. Amen.
Finally, we encourage you to seek biblical counseling if possible—someone who can walk with you through this healing process. You are not alone in this fight. The Lord is with you, and He is making all things new (Revelation 21:5). Stand firm in His promises, and do not look back. The best is yet to come.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
