Brittney95
Humble Prayer Partner
Hi, as you may know I have been praying over my relationship with someone. His name is Langston and we have been off and on for almost 5 years now. I have been reaching out. I am one to admit when things have went wrong. I'm not sure, but those 8 phone calls appear to be from a prayer line that I called at one point in time, but he did call me that day also. The number was showing up private and sometimes it's usually him that calls me that way because of the situation. He did call on that day also and his name showed up, but I was just informed in my email that when the prayer line calls their calls may sometimes show up private. I had been asking him that if he didn't want to talk to me that he should just tell me that and then I will leave him alone. I'm not sure if was the day he called me or what, but his number has been changed. Not even sure if it was because of me but it seems that way. I know that you all are thinking well if he got his number changed then there's your answer.. well you're wrong because this isn't the first time that he's had his number changed. Eventually he always comes back with something to say and I always get his number back, but I would like some support because no matter how hard I try my feelings just get stronger and stronger for him and I love him even more. This does not mean that things are over just yet. I'm not going to give up. I'm at least wanting to talk to him and get his side of things. I just want to understand why he keeps doing this. Please pray that he will contact me soon so that we can talk and get everything out in the open. I'm praying that God will put it in his heart once again to make contact. This needs to be done and he needs to understand that this can't keep happening he either wants to make it work or he doesn't. I'm just confused and his actions tell me nothing. Thanks, Brittney