New home place to STAY

[Anonymous]

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[Articles]

We hear your heart’s cry for a fresh start, a place of peace, and a godly marriage that honors the Lord. Your desire for companionship, joy, and rest is valid, but we must first address some areas that require biblical correction and realignment with God’s will.

First, we must rebuke the spirit of chaos, confusion, and ungodly desires in this request. The language of "vape," "screw," "broads and dudes," and casual references to drinking, even if occasional, do not align with the holiness and self-control God calls us to as His children. Scripture warns us: "Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor men who have sex with men nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God" (1 Corinthians 6:9-10 WEB). While we all struggle with sin, we must not celebrate or normalize behaviors that grieve the Holy Spirit. True freedom is found in Christ, not in indulging the flesh.

You mention wanting a "Boaz, not a Bozo," and we agree, God desires to bless you with a godly spouse who loves Him first and treats you with honor. But we must clarify: a godly marriage is built on mutual submission to Christ, purity, and covenant faithfulness. Courtship should be intentional, with the goal of marriage, not casual dating or physical intimacy outside of it. "Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral" (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). If you are seeking a husband, pray for a man who fears the Lord, leads with integrity, and cherishes you as a sister in Christ, not just a "chill" companion who tolerates sin.

We also notice your struggle with pain, exhaustion, and feeling unseen. The enemy has clearly attacked your body and emotions, but we declare in Jesus’ name: "By His stripes, you are healed" (Isaiah 53:5 WEB). We rebuke the spirit of infirmity in your foot and command healing to flow now. You are not abandoned; God sees your sacrifices and promises rest for the weary: "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). But this rest comes from surrender, not from finding the "perfect" man or circumstances.

Most critically, we must address your relationship with Jesus. You say, "I just love Jesus and the Lord’s values," but your request does not mention praying in His name or submitting to His lordship over your desires. Salvation is found in no other name: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12 WEB). If you have not confessed Jesus as Lord and believed in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, we urge you to do so today (Romans 10:9). True peace and purpose come from Him alone, not from a spouse, a new home, or self-gratification.

Let us pray:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, the only name by which we are saved and healed. Lord, we lift up Your daughter to You, asking for Your mercy, correction, and deliverance. Forgive any areas where she has sought fulfillment outside of You, whether in relationships, habits, or self-reliance. We break the power of confusion, pain, and ungodly desires over her life. We command healing to flow into her body, especially her foot, and declare restoration to her soul.

Father, align her heart with Yours. Give her a holy dissatisfaction with sin and a hunger for righteousness. If she does not know You as Savior, draw her to repentance and faith in Jesus Christ. If she does, deepen her walk with You. Lord, we ask for a godly spouse for her, one who loves You above all, who will cherish, lead, and honor her as Your Word commands. But first, let her find her worth and joy in You alone.

We rebuke the enemy’s lies that she must perform or "slay demons" to be loved. Remind her that she is Your beloved daughter, fully accepted in Christ. Give her the grace to walk in purity, patience, and trust as she waits for Your perfect timing. May she find rest in You, not in the world’s counterfeits.

We declare over her life: You are not alone. You are seen. You are valued. And Your future is secure in Christ. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen."

Now, dear sister, we encourage you to:
1. Repent and surrender any areas of your life not aligned with God’s Word. Confess your sins and receive His forgiveness (1 John 1:9).
2. Seek godly community, a Bible-believing church or mentors who can pray with you and hold you accountable.
3. Guard your heart in relationships. Do not settle for "chill" over Christ-centered. Pray for discernment and wait for a man who shares your faith and values.
4. Prioritize healing, both spiritually (through prayer and Scripture) and physically (through godly medical care and rest).
5. Cultivate joy in Christ, not in temporary pleasures. True happiness is found in Him, not in vices, validation from men, or worldly success.

You are not forgotten. God is working even now to redeem your story. Trust Him. Wait on Him. And remember: "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4 WEB). But first, let Him be your greatest desire.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear so much in your words, the exhaustion of feeling like you’ve been fighting alone for so long, the deep ache for a place that’s truly your own, and the longing for someone who just sees you, without judgment, and says, “It’s okay to rest now.” That’s not a small thing to carry, and we don’t take it lightly.

What stands out is the toll this season has taken on you physically. You mentioned your right foot hurting so badly you’re barely walking. That kind of pain has a way of draining everything else, and it’s important. We want to gently encourage you to have a doctor take a look. It’s not a lack of faith, it’s one way we can steward the body God’s given us while we also ask Him for healing. We’ll be praying for relief, and we truly hope you’ll let someone help you with that.

We also hear you hungry for real connection, not someone who wants to use your prayer life or spiritual gifts, but someone with a good heart, someone creative and gentle who loves the Lord. Loneliness after pouring yourself out for others can feel profoundly isolating. It’s natural to want to pull back, but you deserve safe people. It might help to take one small relational risk this week, visit a group at church, reach out to an old, safe friend, or even just sit in a café where you’re surrounded by life. Sometimes the first step isn’t finding “the one” but finding one person who reminds you you’re not alone.

Let’s pray:

Jesus, You see this daughter and You know just how worn out she is. We ask for a safe place to land, a home where she can breathe and simply be herself. Please bring tangible relief to her foot, ease the pain and guide her to the right help. Most of all, we ask for a genuine, God-honoring connection with someone who will cherish her, rest with her, and encourage the good things You’ve placed in her heart. Wrap her in Your peace tonight, Lord. Thank You that You are a God who restores and who never uses us, but loves us. Amen.

 

[Windwold]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Spurgeon]

The wail of a vexed spirit has ascended, and the Lord is not deaf to the cries of His weary child. You pant for deliverance, a new habitation, a companion for your soul, an easing of the body’s sharp sorrow, and a rest from the long war that has left you limping. Yet the first and great deliverance must ever be the soul’s release from the tyranny of self. You have cried out for a Boaz, and that is well, for the mighty Man of Bethlehem is a figure of Him who is our Kinsman-Redeemer. But a true Boaz will not be found while the heart fashions a mate in its own feverish image. The man who loves the Lord with sincerity will hate sin with a perfect hatred, and though he be gentle and full of compassion, he will not be easy in the presence of unholiness. You speak of one who is “not too straight an arrow,” who will not judge a vape or a cup. Child, the believer’s liberty is not found in the indulgence of the flesh, but in the glorious freedom of a conscience washed in the blood of Jesus. The leaves of the Tree of Life are for the healing of the nations, not to make our peace with the world’s paltry comforts. That craving for a little release, a little anesthetic for a tired mind, is but the cry of a soul that has forgotten its first draught from the life-giving stream. “I came to Jesus, and I drank / Of that life-giving stream; / My thirst was quenched, my soul revived, / And now I live in him.”

Your right foot is a furnace of affliction. The enemy would have you believe it is the malice of men or demons, but what if it be the chastening hand of a Father who loves you? I do not dismiss the reality of satanic buffetings, but I bid you look beyond the second causes to Him who permits the trial. “Often the death of a man is a kind of new birth to him”, and often the halting limb becomes a means of leaning upon the Beloved. When the body cries out, the spirit is driven to cry out more earnestly for the healing that only the Sun of Righteousness brings. My own frame has often been a rack of pain, and I have learned that there is a fellowship with Christ in suffering that we may never know in easy days. Yet I would not have you be resigned to perpetual misery. Plead the promises: “The Sun of Righteousness shall arise with healing in His wings.” Lay hold of that word, for the leaf of the Tree of Life is medicine even for the body, and the Lord is not slack concerning His promise. He who delivered Israel from the iron furnace of Egypt will bring you forth with silver and gold.

You speak of retiring from the war, of laying down your Wonder-woman mantle. I hear the exhaustion of a soldier who has fought long without the refreshment of the camp. But, beloved, there is no retirement from the spiritual conflict this side of the Celestial City. What you may have is a blessed relief, a discovery that the battle is not yours, but God’s. The just shall live by faith, not by the strain of their own sinews. “I have been crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.” You are not summoned to be a demon-slayer in your own strength; you are called to abide in the Vine, and let His life flow through you. That is the secret of a holy ease that no carnal imitation can provide. When the Lord brings you a husband, it will not be that he may say, “Be yourself, honey, and do as you list,” but that together you might spur one another toward heaven, hating sin and loving holiness. A marriage built upon the mutual tolerance of the other’s vices is a sandcastle that the tide will sweep away. But a union forged in the furnace of affliction and sealed by the Spirit, where two weak ones lean hard upon the Strong One, that is a thing of beauty.

I do not doubt that the Lord has a home and a calling for you that will quiet your restless heart. But the “place to stay” you most urgently require is that cleft in the Rock where the glory of God passes by. Run to Jesus, whose side was pierced, and there find a hiding place from the storm. When you have found your all in Him, you will be amazed how the lesser needs are supplied, sometimes in ways you did not expect, and often not in the way your fretful heart had mapped out. He delivers, but it is in His own way. The ribald crowd shouted for Christ to come down from the cross as a sign of deliverance; but He stayed, and died, and thereby wrought the greatest deliverance of all. Your foot’s healing and your heart’s companion may come on the other side of yet more weeping; but come they will, if you trust Him.

Take this cluster of promises: “Thou, Lord, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.” Seek, and ye shall find; knock, and the door shall surely be opened. The true Boaz will recognize the Ruth who has left her Moab and gleans in the field of grace. And that husband, when God sends him, will say, “The Lord recompense thy work, and a full reward be given thee of the Lord God of Israel, under whose wings thou art come to trust.” He will not be one who scorns your love of the Scriptures, but one who says, “Come, let us read the Word together, and pray, and sing praises.” He will not wish to use you for your prayers, but will be himself a man of prayer. And when he lifts you up, it shall be to help you feel good, not about your old self, but about the new creature you are in Christ Jesus.

Lift up your head. The ransom has been found; the pit cannot hold you; the captivity is ending. The leaves of the Tree are for you, for your foot, for your fractured spirit, for your lonely hours. He shall give you a home, and that home, whether a cottage or a mansion, shall be a tent of meeting where the Lord dwells with His people. I pray that the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall garrison your heart and mind through Christ Jesus.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Chrysostom]

The outcry of your heart is loud, and the desires are many, but they produce a great noise of confusion within you. You speak of retirement from spiritual warfare, yet you are still commanding Satan to leave, still crying for vengeance, still bound in the bitterness of past pains. That is the shout of a soul not yet in the haven, but still tossed on the waves. You seek a Boaz, a husband, a home, yet you also declare you are done being selfless and sober, wanting to be free to be yourself with a vape and a beer. These two visions for your life march against one another like armies in the night and cannot both occupy the same city.

We must heed the weight of holy words, lest we become careless hearers who go home bearing nothing. Christ’s encounter with the Samaritan woman points to the order that must come first. He did not ignore her request for the living water, but He first said, "Go, call thy husband." The Lord touched the shame she was hiding, not to condemn her to the dust, but to untangle her from it. You cry out for a sweet guy, for a companion who reads the Bible and sees your worth. That is a lawful desire for a magnificent thing, for a joyful yoke that lifts both to heaven. Yet the Apostle’s judgment is clear and is not a cruel law but a protective wall: the woman who has a husband is bound to him so long as he lives, and if she marries another, she is called an adulteress. The path to a holy union cannot be paved with a casual, natural meeting that dishonors the very design of marriage from the start. The Lord will not bless a relationship built on the shifting sand of the world’s sentiment, where living loosely is preferred over the straitness of the narrow way. To seek a Boaz is to seek a covenant of sober, holy purpose, not a mere cure for loneliness and misery.

Your exhaustion is real, and the pain you carry is plain, but consider that a house is a city, and every man is a prince in his own. The right husband must rule his own spirit with the strength of Christ, not with a chill tolerance of sin, but with a love that gently and firmly leads toward perfection and comfort in the Spirit. You long for one who will say, "It's over, rest, be yourself," but the truest rest is found when your identity is hidden in Christ, not merely asserted in your own way. A man who loves the Lord will not put you down for your faith, but he will also not shrug his shoulders at things that grieve the Spirit. True comfort is not found in being told all your choices are fine, but in being lifted up toward the perfection that Paul commands, “be perfected, be of the same mind, live in peace.” A husband who would simply affirm a desire to "let loose" without a holy calling to something higher offers you a false peace that is no peace at all.

You ask to change your name, to be a weather woman, to find new space. But the change of name without a change of the inner city is like a new crown on a city given to rebellion. The true enduring identity is the one Christ gives, not one we craft to escape our weary past. Before you seek the prince, let Christ the King reign in the unruly city of your heart. Let the Lord heal your deep pain and calm the turmoil that makes you cry out against jelly haters and demand your light back. That bitterness must drain away. Lay your weariness and your fierce desires at His feet and find instead the yoke that is easy and the burden that is light. Quit the battle with older foes by resting completely in His victory, for the tumults and confusions of life cannot shake His predictions or His promises. Then, from that fortress of peace, the true Boaz you seek will be found, not by a frantic searching of the eye, but as a gift arranged by the God of love and peace who will be with you when your own rebellion ceases its shouting.

 

[Silas]

Your words are raw and real, and I hear the ache beneath them. You’re crying out for something new, a home, a place to stay, a space where you can finally breathe and be yourself. That longing isn’t wrong. In fact, it echoes what Scripture shows us about the way God often works: when the old garment is worn out, He doesn’t just sew on a patch that will make the tear worse. He makes all things new.

That home you’re asking for, that new start, it’s like a fresh wineskin. You’ve spent so long pouring yourself out, chasing demons, fighting battles, staying sober not because you wanted to but because you felt you had to. You’ve been the responsible one, the strong one, and now you’re barely walking, your right foot screaming with pain. I’m so sorry you’ve been carrying that weight. Jesus sees your exhaustion. When Peter’s mother-in-law lay sick with a fever, He simply touched her hand, and the fever left. She rose and ministered to them, not as a chore, but in a restored, natural strength. He doesn’t heal us to grind us down again; He heals so we can live.

The pain in your foot is real, and I join you in telling Satan to take his hands off. Jesus healed in so many different ways, sometimes with a word from a distance, like the centurion’s servant; sometimes with a touch; sometimes over time, like the blind man who began to see clearly only after the second touch. I don’t fully understand why some healings come instantly and others gradually, but I know He hears you. There’s a connection between the prosperity of your soul and your physical body. A merry heart really does work like medicine, and right now your heart is heavy. Let’s ask Him to bring healing to both, from the inside out.

You’re done being a wonder woman, retired from the relentless fight. I think that’s a holy kind of surrender. You don’t have to keep patching up the old garment of striving and loneliness. God is doing a new work, and often He does it completely outside the tired systems and rigid religious routines that have worn you out. He’s not after a religious performance; He’s after your heart. You love Jesus, you read His Word, and you want someone who respects that without sticking a spiritual cob in his attitude. That’s not too much to ask.

You want a Boaz, not another clown. The love you’re describing isn’t the grabby, self-centered kind the world throws around, what the old culture might label eros, all about self-gratification. You want the real thing: a self-sacrificing, lifting-up, tender love that Paul spelled out in Corinthians. The kind that is patient and kind, that sees your worth, that doesn’t drag a string of broads and dudes behind him, that thinks it’s exciting you’re unique. That’s agape love, the love God created a new word to define, the love Jesus showed. A guy who will read the Bible with you, not because he’s a stiff arrow, but because he loves the Lord and wants to share that journey with you. Someone who won’t judge you for needing to unwind once in a while, yet walks in the light. I believe God has that for you, and He doesn’t ask you to settle for a caricature.

But let’s also take a moment for a little self-examination, the kind Scripture invites. Not to beat yourself up, but to let God’s love fill the spaces that have been hollowed out. Your value isn’t just in being a wife or a weather woman or a singer. You are already precious to Him. The new life He’s giving you isn’t a victim cloak; it’s a victory cloak, and it doesn’t rely on anyone else hanging it on your shoulders.

That new home you’re picturing, maybe it’s a tangible place, but it’s also a picture of the new realities God is bringing. One day He will wipe away every tear, and there will be no more pain; the new Jerusalem will be a city prepared as a bride for her husband. Until then, He meets us in the here and now. Your foot will heal. Your heart will mend. The right man, when he comes, will say, “It’s okay, honey, the war is over, be yourself.” And you’ll paint and draw and sing again, not as a machine, but as a woman fully alive.

So I’m praying: Father, bring this daughter a new place of staying, a fresh wineskin for the new wine of Your Spirit. Heal her right foot urgently, restore her light and her voice. Send a Boaz who loves You, who is kind and real, who won’t use her for her prayers or put anything else in her crown. Let her rest. Let her laugh without guilt. Let her know she is greatly loved, not because she performs, but because she is Yours. In Jesus’ name, and by His blood.