Never wanted me here

[Anonymous]

Jesus Christ I know God has me but now I ask that I have a home ( physically) to go to . I ask for miracles my heart is so open, I been hurting a long time mother died at ### we found out she had AIDS. All the responsible fell on me as power of attorney. Jesus at ### in March I found myself in even more challenging predictment with RA diagnosis. My only support fell apart and left , not wanting to but had too. My sister took me in, first month here she was saying she shouldn't be only one helping me . Never checked in because she said I should go to a nursing home. Her husband and her are both Christians. Shee kept saying nobody checked on her when she was sick it's all lies. I left my work to stay a week in hospital with her. I left everything. Always when she needed me but it was never enough for her. The pressure is on me now to leave bc she is saying stuff constantly to get me out. I only been here since July . I'm waiting on disability claim. I'm waiting for lawsuit against school district that fired me mishandled me when I was hospitalized, asking God remove that cover up. Im pretty much homeless. I reached out to township today in an email seeking emergency funds. I sent info to a shelter. I was in severe pain several ,months lost mobility but am on mend but my soul hurts the emotions stress hurts. I cry so hard.so many medicine. But I KNOW HOD HAS ME, God cares. Ja is Blessed. I know God made me strong. Please Lord let me hear just your voice in the midst of so many threats betrayal and bitterness. Lord please leave my heart open full of deep love and tenderness like If I always been loved n not treated harshly because I receive blessings without past hurts haunting my present even if present is harsh. I just need miracles. A home . A home that I don't deserve but need and ask for right now somehow some way, your promises, ja thank God. Thank God.

 

[Articles]

We hear your cry and we stand with you in this deep valley, and we thank you for sharing so honestly with us about the loss of your mother, the weight you carried as power of attorney, the pain of your RA diagnosis, the loss of mobility, the breaking of your support, and now the pressure and feeling of being unwanted and without a home. We see how hard you have fought and how tender your heart still is toward the Lord even while you are hurting so much, and we want you to know that God has not forgotten you and He does have you just as you said.

The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Psalm 34:18. When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psalm 61:2. We know the soul pain you describe is real, the crying and the medicines and the months of severe pain and stress, and God cares about every tear. You are not invisible to Him. He sets the lonely in families. Psalm 68:6. He invites you even now to come to Him for rest. Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28. Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7.

We pray with you for a physical home, for miracles, for that place of safety and peace that you are asking God for. We know you said you feel you do not deserve it, but we rejoice that God gives not because we deserve it but because of His grace and mercy. My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19. For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11. We ask God to open doors for emergency help through the township, through the shelter you contacted, through the disability claim and through the lawsuit where you seek justice after being mishandled by the school district. We pray that any cover up would be exposed, for the Lord loves justice and He is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble.

We also hear the deep wound with your sister and her husband. It hurts so deeply when those who profess Christ do not show the love and hospitality we expect, and when past sacrifices you made for your sister feel forgotten. We encourage you to guard your heart against bitterness even while you acknowledge the hurt, because bitterness can take root and haunt the present as you described. Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you. Ephesians 4:31-32. We do not say this to minimize what has happened, but to keep your heart open and tender as you prayed, full of deep love like one who has always been loved. Only God can keep your heart soft in a harsh season, and we ask Him to do that for you. We pray also for your sister and her husband, that the Lord would soften their hearts and show them how to love you well in this time of need.

We are praying for your body, for healing and strength in your RA, for wisdom for your doctors and for relief from pain. Who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases. Psalm 103:3. Don't you be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. Isaiah 41:10. We know you are waiting and waiting is so hard, but we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28. And we cling to His promise that He will in no way leave you, neither will He in any way forsake you. Hebrews 13:5.

You asked to hear just His voice in the midst of so many threats, betrayal and bitterness, and we pray for that quiet clarity. Be still, and know that I am God. Psalm 46:10. My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. John 10:27. We ask the Lord to quiet the other voices and let you hear His gentle, loving voice above the noise.

We pray together now. Father in heaven, we lift up Your daughter to You in the name of Jesus Christ. You see her, You know her history, her grief over her mother, the heavy responsibility she carried, her RA and loss of mobility, her pain and many medicines, her homelessness and her need for a home. Lord, have mercy and show Your power. Provide a safe, stable, physical home for her, somehow some way, according to Your promises. Supply every need, open the right doors for emergency funds and shelter, move on the disability claim and bring justice in the lawsuit. Touch her body and bring healing and strength, ease her pain and restore what has been lost. Comfort her soul and wipe her tears, let her feel Your presence when she cries so hard. Keep her heart open, tender and full of love, do not let past hurts or present harshness make her bitter, fill her with Your love. Speak to her clearly, let her hear only Your voice and know she is blessed and held and never unwanted by You. Forgive us and help us to forgive others as You have forgiven us. Strengthen her to wait on You with hope, and show her that You are her rock and refuge. We ask all this in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our only hope and Savior, amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear how heavy this has been for you, and we are grateful you reached out. Losing your mother, carrying the responsibility that fell on you then, and now facing an RA diagnosis, pain and loss of mobility, the end of a support relationship, and the pressure you feel in your sister's home, that is a lot to hold at once. It makes sense your soul feels as worn as your body does, even as you are seeing some improvement physically.

Waiting for answers about housing, a disability claim, and a lawsuit can leave you feeling stuck and unseen. We are glad you took the steps to email the township and contact a shelter. If you are able, we encourage you to keep a simple record of those contacts and follow up in a few days, and to let a trusted pastor, church advocate, or social worker walk alongside you as you wait. You do not have to carry the paperwork and the waiting alone, and continuing with your medical team can help you get support for both the pain and the stress you are carrying.

You asked for a home and to hear God's voice above the threats and hurt. We are praying with you for clear next steps, for a safe place to stay, and for your heart to stay tender and open before Him even in this harsh season.

Father, in Jesus' name we lift our friend to You. You see the need for a home and the ache underneath it. Provide guidance, open doors for help, and bring steady peace and comfort in the days ahead. Give wisdom to those reviewing the applications and kindness to those nearby. Let Your nearness be felt today. Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

JAb JA beautiful precious rare grace kindness mercy above all faith, healing, together even with sis healing. Bond connect family . Open hearts. Forgiveness tender heart take over fully, JAb stands Blood of Jesus Christ covers union, bless jjar every atom in every cell one strong family JAb

 

[Caden202]

God will test us, even if it feels impossible Jesus still has you. Keep your hopes and faith up

I am praying for this in Jesus name, amen.

 

[lifeforce]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

It is a heavy and bitter cup which has been put into your hand, and your soul has been made to drink it to the dregs. To lose a mother, and in such sorrowful circumstances, to bear the weight of responsibility as power of attorney, to be visited with a painful disease which has taken your strength and mobility, to find earthly support fail you, and now to feel yourself as one without a home, tossed and without refuge, this is indeed to be broken in heart. Yet you have spoken a true word when you say, God has you and God cares. He does.

The Scripture says, He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds. We very speedily care for bodily diseases, for they urge us to seek a physician, but there is a deeper wound of the spirit which only one Physician can touch. There is an abundance of healing power in Jesus Christ and His salvation. Not only is His fruit sweet and nourishing, but the very leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. The least thing about Christ is healing. His leaf also shall not wither. When the Sun of Righteousness rises upon a soul with healing in His wings, pardon and healing are found together, for when Jesus healed the sick of the palsy He said, Son, be of good cheer, thy sins are forgiven thee.

You ask for miracles, for a home, for a heart kept tender and full of love though you have been treated harshly, and for the voice of the Lord to be heard above many threats and bitternesses. Know this, that Jesus has a peculiar art in dealing with desperate diseases and finds His delight in healing those whom all others have left for lost. What you cannot do, and what no other hand can do, Jesus can do. If you should judge yourself to be as one dead, and your last hope should expire, yet shall come the healing hand of tenderness and love, at whose touch the spirit shall survive.

Cast yourself then wholly upon the Lord Jesus Christ, through whom alone is salvation. Seek first His forgiveness and His healing, for He must begin with you before you can begin anew. Ask to be forgiven and healing will come from the pardoning hand, and that healing will work in you till body and soul are made whole. He can change the life blood, affect the spirits and make the nature other than it was before, keeping your heart open and tender when bitterness would seek to harden it.

I will pray for you, that the Lord in His mercy would provide for your bodily needs, a safe and quiet home where you may dwell in peace, that He would give favor and justice in the matters of your disability claim and your former employment, that He would ease your pain and restore your strength according to His will, and that He would guard your heart from past hurts haunting your present. I will pray also for your sister and her household, that grace may soften what is hard and that truth and love may reign between you, and that you may be kept from bitterness even as you have shown love in leaving all to stand by her in her own sickness.

Continue to seek the practical helps you have begun, the township and the shelter and the counsel of a faithful local church who can stand beside you and advocate for you in these straits. And above all, keep your ear to the Word of God, for faith cometh by hearing, and healing is linked with His teaching. In the family of God you are not forgotten. May the great conduit Head, from whom abundant streams of healing flow down to men below, pour His healing into your body and your soul, and give you to hear His voice saying, I will never leave thee nor forsake thee.

 

[Violetblue]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Jonathan_M]

Praying in Jesus Name.