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Father,
Thank You again for everything that You did for me yesterday. While it was a VERY emotional day and no one ever "wins" in divorce issues , I am thankful that the judge is holding Kevin responsible for his obligation to me...as You know Father, these issues have been going on now for almost two years....I was a faithful wife and mother and did not choose this path....Kevin chose to follow his ego and wordly desires in favor of the family that he created in Your name. Please move within Kevin's heart and let him just hold up his end of the obligation without any more games. I need money and health coverage, Lord. I have not seen a medical doctor or a dentist in a very long time. Kevin has been ordered to provide these things in December and has not done so yet....Please help me with these needs.....
And help me to feel happy today after yesterday's flood of emotions......Despite the positive outcome, I feel so sad, empty and drained....I feel sick today with a stuffy nose, body aches and a fever....Please let this pass quickly so I can feel good again..
I miss having mutual love and support in my life...I miss having that connection with a human being...please end my time of loneliness....
Lord, You also know what is on my heart and my mind concerning an unspoken request. This has been there with me for months..the connection...I feel it to my core....But I am afraid to know the answer...to REALLY KNOW....deep down I feel unworthy of this request and it is the fear that is holding me back and not letting me take the steps needed to see...to look openly and deeply to find the answer. I am afraid to learn that the answer is "no" but I also equally fear the answer being "yes" in so many ways---but I do hope it is "yes"...I pray for it to be "yes"...in faith I believe the answer will be "yes"....Guide me and lead me concerning this situation...Give me a sign Lord...an unmistakable sign if the answer is "yes" so that I can prepare for what is to come next.....You know what is written on my heart, Lord and I believe that You wrote it there...please help me, Father...I feel so stuck....I feel a little lost and could use a big nudge concerning this issue along with some mercy and kindness....
I thank You for all that You have done for me in the past, for all that You are doing for me now and for all that You will do for me in the future.....Thank You for reminding me how importatnt my friendships are to me and thank You for the loving support of my prayer family here at this site. AMEN
Thank You again for everything that You did for me yesterday. While it was a VERY emotional day and no one ever "wins" in divorce issues , I am thankful that the judge is holding Kevin responsible for his obligation to me...as You know Father, these issues have been going on now for almost two years....I was a faithful wife and mother and did not choose this path....Kevin chose to follow his ego and wordly desires in favor of the family that he created in Your name. Please move within Kevin's heart and let him just hold up his end of the obligation without any more games. I need money and health coverage, Lord. I have not seen a medical doctor or a dentist in a very long time. Kevin has been ordered to provide these things in December and has not done so yet....Please help me with these needs.....
And help me to feel happy today after yesterday's flood of emotions......Despite the positive outcome, I feel so sad, empty and drained....I feel sick today with a stuffy nose, body aches and a fever....Please let this pass quickly so I can feel good again..
I miss having mutual love and support in my life...I miss having that connection with a human being...please end my time of loneliness....
Lord, You also know what is on my heart and my mind concerning an unspoken request. This has been there with me for months..the connection...I feel it to my core....But I am afraid to know the answer...to REALLY KNOW....deep down I feel unworthy of this request and it is the fear that is holding me back and not letting me take the steps needed to see...to look openly and deeply to find the answer. I am afraid to learn that the answer is "no" but I also equally fear the answer being "yes" in so many ways---but I do hope it is "yes"...I pray for it to be "yes"...in faith I believe the answer will be "yes"....Guide me and lead me concerning this situation...Give me a sign Lord...an unmistakable sign if the answer is "yes" so that I can prepare for what is to come next.....You know what is written on my heart, Lord and I believe that You wrote it there...please help me, Father...I feel so stuck....I feel a little lost and could use a big nudge concerning this issue along with some mercy and kindness....
I thank You for all that You have done for me in the past, for all that You are doing for me now and for all that You will do for me in the future.....Thank You for reminding me how importatnt my friendships are to me and thank You for the loving support of my prayer family here at this site. AMEN