Dear Jennifer, A child is never God's mistake it is His reward to you for your faithfulness to His loving presence within your heart and soul and being. I had three terminal diseases diagnosed at 29 and one child. I was to have five more babies and with each one I knew I could die at any time. I ate little at times, prayed, trusted Him and other times circumstances were terrifying, alone, penniless, even homeless for awhile, yet today they are grown and all were well enough at birth and I went on through my sixth pregnancy nearer even to death's door and befor ehtat baby was born was healed of two of the diseases only not my heart disease. That would come in two more years after strokes. Then I had another child a seventh and we are alone together now still trusting each day and circumstance over to Mary for the grace we need from Jesus heart. She understands the trials of women. Pray the rosary daily for your husband, seek out a Catholic pregnancy counseling center or ask at a local Catholic Church. They will refer you and help with clothing, food diapers and anything else they can from Saint Vincent de Paul Society, Birthright, and other sources within the Catholic Church. More than any other factor, health or finances must not lead you to doubt this life was sent from God for a purpose, let His will be done. a now sixty year old who knows more trials than cats have whiskers, yet never has there ever been a greater blessing for the will to live and try your best than a new child to love you back. amen