bjacobson
Prayer Warrior
I really feel that my life is heading into the bottom of the barrel. I just wish I could figure out why my family and friends don't really want to talk to me. I just feel that my life is going nowhere. I am losing a really good friend that was in my life for a really long time ###. It really does hurt a lot. My family really don't talk to me. I just wish I can figure out why. This Christmas will be the 5th Christmas that I felt alone since my wife passed away. I just feel so alone. I have my faith that the Father will help me! I just wish I can figure my time and life out. I sit and cry. I went to the cemetery tonight and sit beside my wife's grave and just let out a big cry because I just did not have no other place to go. I asked the Father for help. I hope He hears me. I just really want to figure my life out. I feel I lost so much and I really don't know what to do. I have a part-time job and hoping to find a full-time job. The bills I have to pay, I just wish I can get enough money to pay. I just really don't know what to do. Since my wife passed, it seems to me that my life is in a downhill swing. I just want my life to get better and have my family and friends back into my life. I especially wish my good friend ### can come back into my life. I am very tired of this life.
