bjacobson
Prayer Warrior
I really feel that my life is heading into the bottom of the barrel. I just wish I could figure out why my family and friends don't really want to talk to me. I just feel that my life is going no where. I am losing a really good friend that was in my life for a really long time Troy Jenkins. It really does hurt a lot. My family really don't talk to me. I just wish I can figure out why. This Christmas will be the 5th Christmas that I felt alone since my wife passed away. I just feel so alone. I have my faith that the father will help me! I just wish I can figure my time and life out. I sit and cry. I went to the cemetery tonight and sit beside my wife grave and just let out a big cry because I just did not have no other place to go. I asked the father for help. I hope he hears me. I just rally want to figure my life out. I feel I lost so much and I really don't know what to do. I have a part time job and hopping to find a full time job. The bills I have to pay I just wish I can get enough money to pay. I just really don't know what to do. Since my wife passed seems to me that my life is in a down hill swing. I just want my life to get better and have my family and friends back into my life. I especially wish my good friend Troy Jenkins can come back into my life. I am very tired of this life.
