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[Guest]

LORD , please help me make sense to all the turmoil. please get me back were I need to be LORD i hate going home since BUDDY DIED. my home is so lonely even with WESLEY T , MY GRANDSON IS TRYING loRD TO BRINGJOY BACK INTO MY LIFE AND THERE ARE DAYS WHEN HE IS TO MUCH FOR ME BUT I AM LEARNING TO DEAL WITH HIM SO THAT WE DO NOT GET SO UPSET AT EACH OTHER. HE IS 15 AND THINKS HE SHOULD HAVE HS DRIVING PERMIT . DO YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD REALLY HAPPEN IF I DID THAT. I WORK NIGHTS AND HE WOULD RUN UP AND DOWN THE ROAD. BEFORE HIS BROTHER MOVED OUT THEY HAD A PARTY WERE the friend brought in beer and WESLEY WHO IS ON MEDICATION DRANK. gARY IS ONLY 17 AND SO ONE OF THE OTHER GUYS HAD TO BRING IT. WESLEY COULD HAVE DIED THAT NIGHT IF HE HAD DRINK ANYMORE. I WAS NOT TO GET UPSET. THERE IS SO MUCH LORD THAT WENT ON AND YET MY GROWN DAUGHTER THINKS I SHOULD LEAVE WESLEY AT HOME BY HIMSELF . SHE CAN ALWAYS GIVE A COMMENT BUT NEVER HELPS OUT . SHE LIVES 20 MIN. AWAY AND I have only seen her 3 times since Buddy died in Feb. she has no idea the stress I have been under and how this grieving for my husband has turn me inside out. I CAN NOT EVEN TELL OTHERS EXCEPT iI know now that when someone tell me they died when there husband died it is truly the truth. You loss al of self when you love someone as I loved him. he was my soul mate and he understood me and protected me from this crazy world. God has one hell of a man in heaven he loved us no matter what. I thank god for letting me have the honor to be called his wife. In God holy name I PRAY HE WILL PUT OUR FAMILY BACK TOGETHER AMD BRING US CLOSER THEN WE HAVE EVER BEEN. I KNOW GOD IS THE REASON THAT I DID NOT HURT OR KILL MYSELF THROUGH ALL OF THIS BECAUSE HE IS WHO I TURN TO WITH ALL MY NEEDS . I AM A SIMPLY PERSON AND THE ONLY THINGS IN LIFE THAT IS IMPORTANT TO ME IS MY FAMILY /THESE CHILDREN NEED YOU Lord. PUT YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND THEM AND ME AND BRING US BACK TO YOU.

 

[mspencer]

LORD , please help me make sense to all the turmoil. please get me back were I need to be LORD i hate going home since BUDDY DIED. my home is so lonely even with WESLEY T , MY GRANDSON IS TRYING loRD TO BRINGJOY BACK INTO MY LIFE AND THERE ARE DAYS WHEN HE IS TO MUCH FOR ME BUT I AM LEARNING TO DEAL WITH HIM SO THAT WE DO NOT GET SO UPSET AT EACH OTHER. HE IS 15 AND THINKS HE SHOULD HAVE HS DRIVING PERMIT . DO YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD REALLY HAPPEN IF I DID THAT. I WORK NIGHTS AND HE WOULD RUN UP AND DOWN THE ROAD. BEFORE HIS BROTHER MOVED OUT THEY HAD A PARTY WERE the friend brought in beer and WESLEY WHO IS ON MEDICATION DRANK. gARY IS ONLY 17 AND SO ONE OF THE OTHER GUYS HAD TO BRING IT. WESLEY COULD HAVE DIED THAT NIGHT IF HE HAD DRINK ANYMORE. I WAS NOT TO GET UPSET. THERE IS SO MUCH LORD THAT WENT ON AND YET MY GROWN DAUGHTER THINKS I SHOULD LEAVE WESLEY AT HOME BY HIMSELF . SHE CAN ALWAYS GIVE A COMMENT BUT NEVER HELPS OUT . SHE LIVES 20 MIN. AWAY AND I have only seen her 3 times since Buddy died in Feb. she has no idea the stress I have been under and how this grieving for my husband has turn me inside out. I CAN NOT EVEN TELL OTHERS EXCEPT iI know now that when someone tell me they died when there husband died it is truly the truth. You loss al of self when you love someone as I loved him. he was my soul mate and he understood me and protected me from this crazy world. God has one hell of a man in heaven he loved us no matter what. I thank god for letting me have the honor to be called his wife. In God holy name I PRAY HE WILL PUT OUR FAMILY BACK TOGETHER AMD BRING US CLOSER THEN WE HAVE EVER BEEN. I KNOW GOD IS THE REASON THAT I DID NOT HURT OR KILL MYSELF THROUGH ALL OF THIS BECAUSE HE IS WHO I TURN TO WITH ALL MY NEEDS . I AM A SIMPLY PERSON AND THE ONLY THINGS IN LIFE THAT IS IMPORTANT TO ME IS MY FAMILY /THESE CHILDREN NEED YOU Lord. PUT YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND THEM AND ME AND BRING US BACK TO YOU.

Dear loved one it is a challenge to be the leader especially when so many others don"t want to fall in line. But it is truly up to you to make the right changes in your home. You are now the backbone and you must continue to draw strength from the scriptures. It may be advisible to do a spiritual housecleansing to remove any negative energy. You can find out how to do this on line. Type in 'spiritual house cleansing" and it will instruct you. Also read Pslam#35-69-70-91-6-61 daily for strenth and protection from the enemy. God bless

 

[Heidi]

Heavenly father wrap your loving arms around this wonderful woman. Thank you Jesus for the wonderful years she had with her husband. Comfort her when she's feeling lonely. I pray for peace in this family. Teenagers can be such a challenge. I pray that you put it upon their hearts to love and to take care of grandma. I pray that you put it upon her daughters heart to come visit her mother more often. Please give these teenagers some wisdom. In Jesus name, amen

 

[silentangel]

Grandma - I know how much you miss Buddy. His work on earth was finished and he was called for his reward. He wouldn't want you to waste your remaining life grieving for him. Be happy that he is with the Lord. It's a wonderful thing to be in heaven! He is waiting there for you when your work on earth is finished. Right now, you have a 15 year old teenager that needs perimeters in his life. He needs someone to be firm and yet loving. For your own sake, you need to move on. Buddy will live in your heart but you will live in this world.

Lord, give this woman courage and strength to go on. Give her wisdom as she deals with the challenges of life. She lost her soul mate but she will see him again in glory. I thank you that he was a godly man, a good provider for his family and a good leader in his home. Now that responsibility transfers to his loving spouse. Give her the tools she needs to run her home, to cope with life, to be an example for her children and grandchilden, Give her an extra dose of patience, slow to anger. Fill her heart with your love and peace. Grace be unto her. Blessings be unto her. Reach out and take hold of her and keep her under your wings. Send her ministering angels by day and night. Help her to get strong. Draw her to you and your word. To you be all glory, honor and praise. Amen