missnan67
Servant of All
Please pray for me.. I done something tonight that hurts so much but im so upset and sic of the lies.. I broke it off with phil.. I told him tonight i did not want to see him any more he didnt want to hear it... I pray the lord will protect my heart... I pray i will get through all this.. I love my jesus more than any one.. And i cant keep beating my self down over a man... I love phil with all my heart.. But he will not change he will not stop lying to me.. And i cant take it any more.. I will never stop praying for him.. I want to write him a letter that way he will be able to read it and maybe it will sink in better.. I took his dog back and he ws mad told me to go home but i just told him to give my key back to me.. Then i went back to give his dogs bed to him he said no he didnt want it and thats when i told him when i get off from work tomorrow.. And he needs to get the rest of his stuff out.. He was sitting out side when i went to his house i over heard him talkin to his friend and he said see there i told you she be back.. But i wasnt back to go back on my word.. I just wanted him to treat be better and to realize he is hurting me.. But he dont see all that... He drinks and and im sick of it... But i love him so much all i ever wanted was for him to go to church with me and do right... O lord pleae help me.. Im hurting so bad right now i pray i will be able to do my job tomorrow with out thinking about him... I pray he will realize and want to change for me.. Lord bring him down take the wedge thats there let him realize he lost a good woman.. And i pray i will be able to bear what ever comes my way with this i will keep praying for his soul... Just please pray for me if you have no one else to pray for..