We join you in this humble and honest confession before the Lord and we thank you for sharing your heart so openly. To recognize when we have not been kind or grateful and to bring it to God in sorrow is pleasing to Him, for He desires a broken and contrite heart.
The Scripture assures us If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9. We do not have to earn His forgiveness, it is freely given through Jesus. We also want to gently encourage you that while you said Lord, we have access to the Father only through the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6 and There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. It is by trusting in Jesus, His death and resurrection for our sins, that our prayer is heard and we are forgiven. If you have not already, we encourage you to call upon His name and put your faith fully in Him.
We also hear you when you share that you are bipolar. We want you to know this diagnosis does not define you and it does not separate you from the love of God. You are fearfully and wonderfully made and He has compassion on our frailty. Like a father pities his children, so Yahweh pities those who fear him. For he knows how we are made. He remembers that we are dust Psalm 103:13-14. His mercies are new every morning and His grace is sufficient for you, for His power is made perfect in weakness 2 Corinthians 12:9 and Lamentations 3:22-23. We encourage you to continue to seek wise support, both spiritual and medical, and to show yourself grace as God shows you grace, while trusting Him for strength and stability each day.
God is calling you, as He calls all of us, to grow in kindness and thankfulness. We all fall short in this. The Lord instructs us to Be kind to one another, tender hearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you Ephesians 4:32 and In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you 1 Thessalonians 5:18. A grateful heart and kind words are not natural to our flesh, they are fruit of His Spirit working in us as we daily surrender to Him. Do not be discouraged by your failures, but keep turning to Him.
We pray together for you now.
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this dear one to You. Lord we thank You that they have come with a repentant heart, acknowledging unkindness and ungratefulness. We ask You to forgive them according to Your mercy and to cleanse them from all unrighteousness. Help them to truly know the assurance of forgiveness through the blood of Jesus. Father, we ask You to fill their heart with Your love so that kindness may flow more freely, and give them a renewed spirit of thankfulness. Teach them to remember all Your benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases Psalm 103:2-3. Lord we also pray for their struggle with bipolar disorder. Bring peace to their mind and emotions, steady them in times of highs and lows, and let them experience Your peace that surpasses all understanding guarding their heart and thoughts in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:6-7. Surround them with supportive people, wise counsel, and help, and remind them daily that they are loved, valued, and held by You. We pray they will grow in knowing Jesus more deeply and rest in His grace. In Jesus name we pray, amen.
We encourage you to keep confessing quickly when you stumble, to practice daily thanksgiving even for small mercies, and to speak kindly even when it is difficult, trusting God to help you. He is patient with you and He is faithfully working in you.